Saturday, June 29, 2013

the darkness.

Twilight

Ms. Avery Chase has the invitations. $500 a head and grace enough not to print the price in black and white on the invitations to the James Bond-themed Casino Royale fundraiser for something called The Healing Place - a drug treatment facility current under redevelopment in the East Colfax neighborhood in Denver. There was a small request for cocktail attire required, black or white tie requested, however, at the bottom of the tickets.

Cocktail hour at 6:30, dinner at 7:30 sharp, the invitations designate. Games of Chance from 9:00 to ?? And come the appointed hour the Grand Hyatt is full of men and women, some in cocktail attire, others dress in formal white Bond-style suits. In the hallway, glossy posterboards are covered with artists' renderings of The Healing Place as a serene bastion of calm in the midst of one of the city's worst neighborhoods. Standing near or close to the adverts for the treatment facility are somewhat more shabbily attired, hang-dog looking locals, who have been prepped and polished to chat with the upper crust about their grateful experiences with this agency or that agency, their excitement about the options the new facility will bring to the neighborhood.

There's been some bad press lately, see. Just enough that the zoning board's getting pushback for fast-tracking approval last year. Not quite enough that anyone's started investigating whether open meeting laws were violated, and the folks behind the facility would like to keep it that way.

Jack Crenshaw, and his wife Donna, stand close to the door leading from the hallway and lounge where cocktails are being served to the ballroom where the dinner will be held. He's a zoning board member, rich as hell, and a former CEO for some pharma company he sold off to a larger pharma company a half-dozen years ago, making him rich as hell. She has had one too many shots of botox, and that plasticine feeling has settled into her smile. Still, the two are charming and engaging and shake hands and greet their more well-connected guests with the sort of effusive familiarity one always sees at such dinners.

Avery Chase

Two feelings warred in Avery when she found out that her father had a prior engagement that would prevent him from attending the fundraiser for the Healing Place: the first was a kneejerk embarrassment, perhaps even guilt, that she had so readily assumed he would be available and willing. The mistake was understandable, to be fair to Avery: they have been one another's escorts to various functions for years. But that doesn't stop her from recognizing her misstep, or apologizing for it. She inquires as to his plans.

Which leads to her second reaction: an equally kneejerk shock and discomfort to hear that her father, who in her mind has been celibate since her mother's untimely passing, has a date. Avery was still thoroughly unsettled when she called Calden, and it was perhaps noticable -- not in a shaken tone or anything of that kind, but in the way she apologized more than once for the late notice to the invitation, the glossed-over offer that she would 'take care of' procuring a tuxedo for him and having it fitted, in his home if that was more convenient, and of course he wouldn't have to worry about accomodations, it's just that she already RSVP'd for two and her brother is well below the acceptable age for a casino night, and if Calden would consider attending with her she would be most grateful,

and he knows, perhaps, that something is awkward for her about this by the fact that she doesn't use a Sexy Voice when she says that.

All in the past, now. Avery is quite settled when she arrives with Calden at the fundraiser, and she decided to go with the mod look tonight instead of the long, sensual gown favored by Bond's perpetually doomed love interests. The dress is short-sleeved and high-hemmed, all silver sparkles over black. She wears a pair of black hose beneath them and mid-high boots with pointed toes and high heels, a modern concession to the go-go boot era. Her jewelry is minimal but impactful: her earrings are diamond and platinum, dangling in chandeliers from her lobes. She's gone quite mid-60s for her hair and makeup, as well, the lip neutral and the eyes dramatically smoky, the hair teased just a bit and falling in waves around her shoulders.

They get martinis from waiters passing by with trays full of them. Standing beside Calden, only reaching 6 feet of height herself in those heels, she points out the Crenshaws, murmuring in his ear their names, what they do, and so on.

Calden White

The first apology gets Avery forgiven. Or rather: Calden tells her it's not necessary to apologize, really, he didn't have plans anyway this weekend. The second apology -- well, she gets halfway through before he interrupts her gently but firmly, telling her:

Don't apologize. I'd be delighted to escort you. You know I love spending time with you.

Still. Perhaps the apologies are understandable. She is, after all, so very gracious, so very courteous, so very correct and well-mannered. She is also so very careful not to encroach on his time unannounced, even if he's long since tripped over that line. So: she apologizes again, or she doesn't, and either way the discussion moves on to the when, the where, the dress code. She offers to have him fitted, which makes him laugh:

"Miss Chase, this might come as a shock to you, but this particular barbaric cowherd happens to own a tuxedo. I'll let you know if the moths have gotten to it, though. Otherwise: see you at eight?"

And so she does see him at eight. That's when he pulls up her drive, walks up to her door. It feels a little like prom night or something, which is how he feels every time he shrugs into this particular penguin suit. It's not new. It's not a particularly flashy or a la mode cut, either. It's classic and well-made, though, and well-tailored; fitted sleekly to his frame in a way that almost makes him look like he lives and breathes and exists in these clothes. At least, it doesn't make him look like a barbaric cowherd shoehorned into a tuxedo.

He has a bouquet for her when he meets her at her door. But it's just a handful of wildflowers plucked on his way to his truck. And his shoes -- dress shoes, thank you very much, not cowboy boots -- have a bit of dirt around the heels. He doesn't care, though, and she doesn't really have time to notice. His eyes heat up at the sight of her, and she

has to push him away before he smears her lipstick all over her face.

They leave the 'bouquet' in the car. Her car, driven by her meticulous Chauncey: a Bentley as black as ink. Calden smirks when he sees it. When he climbs into the back he takes her hand, and he keeps smirking a while until -- three minutes down the road -- he quietly tells her that this was pretty much exactly the sort of car he thought she owned.

For a man who spends 90% of his waking hours around cattle, he seems rather relaxed and at ease about it all. Their conversation on the way there is quiet and comfortable. When they arrive, he steps out first, beating Chauncey to her door. He hands her out. Her heels are ridiculous. They make her six feet tall, and he has a suspicion that even if her date were five-six in lifts she wouldn't have changed a thing about her attire tonight. They go in. He takes a martini from a tray. She murmurs about the Crenshaws in the sparse few seconds before the two couples meet. Calden smiles; shakes Jack Crenshaw's hand firmly and takes Donna's hand gently. For the most part, though, he follows Avery's cues -- conversational and otherwise.

Calden White

[six. at six.]

Avery Chase

Avery has to give Calden her address. The last and only time he has been to her true residence was when he was so drunk that she wouldn't let him drive anywhere until he'd had an hour to wander around and some coffee. It is still enormous. It is still impressive. It is earlier, though, and seeing it in daylight is revealing: here and there one can see the details that mark it as the polo club stables it used to be, before it was renovated and renovated and turned into the palace it is now. A middle-aged man in grey slacks and vest over a crisp white shirt answers the door, and he is also there when Calden looks like he wants to eat Avery alive, so... perhaps Calden doesn't do that. She is delighted with the flowers, and hands them to the butler.

They have a couple of drinks in one of her sitting rooms downstairs. Her father is on his date. A young woman in grey slacks and a pale pink short-sleeved sweater is the one who comes into the sitting room with the flowers, now in a cut-crystal vase, to set them on a table between Calden and Avery. Her brother walks by briefly, in shorts and a tank top, carrying a basketball. He's quite a bit younger than Avery, well-formed and keen-eyed like she is, fair like she is, a little less practiced in his politeness. Calden can feel the curiosity, the awkwardness, and perhaps a bit of stiffness in his demeanor even as 'Oakley' shakes his hand and says that it's a pleasure to meet him. He has a good handshake, though. He and his sister share what seems like a telepathic smile before he heads out to deposit a ball through a hoop multiple times.

When it's closer to six-thirty, Avery slips her arm through the crook of Calden's and they walk out to Chauncey, waiting with the -- vintage -- Bentley. Chauncey's beard is trimmed and his mustache curled and he is dressed all in black, with cufflinks in the shape of ramparts. He drives. They chat. Calden beats Chauncey to the door, appalling Chauncey and making Avery give a gentle Look to her driver before they head inside.

"I'm so pleased to meet you," Avery says, much like her brother said to Calden, as she shakes each of the Crenshaws' hands. "I must give you my father's regrets; he's very interested in your plans but had a prior engagement. Mr. White heroically stepped in at the last minute."

Avery Chase

[perception + alertness!]

Dice: 4 d10 TN6 (1, 2, 2, 5) ( fail )

Calden White

There's ten years between Calden and Avery. Another ten between Avery and her brother. And that's not even taking into account the fact that Calden is Avery's date, which carries connotations no brother ever ever ever EVER wants to think about. Small wonder there was awkwardness there when the two kinsmen met. At least: it was there on Oakley's end. Not so much on Calden's, though. He's one of five siblings spanning nearly twenty years. Age differences and significant others were a fact of life in the White household.

Still. Oakley's as polite as his sister. And Calden tells her so on the way to the car. He means it as a compliment.

Now, at the gala:

"I keep telling her," Calden adds, smiling, "it was my pleasure. Thanks for having us." And -- unless Avery has reason to tarry -- he starts to move on.

Dice: 5 d10 TN6 (3, 4, 7, 7, 9) ( success x 3 )

Twilight

"You're more than welcome," smiles Donna Crenshaw. Or rather: tries to smile. The intention is there in the movement of her mouth but does not really change anything otherwise about her face. The frame of her eyes or the glazed light in them. She's too plasticene to be expressive, and has shaken hands and nodded to goodness knows how many people she has seen tonight. This is to Calden. An attempt at a benign smile is cast at Avery, but as with the smile she offers Calden, it is no more than an attempt.

Jack Crenshaw is more focused on Avery. He's tall and fairly thin, heavily tanned, with a golfer's stance even in the receiving line. "Pleasure's ours, Ms. Chase - " extending his hand to Avery, then Calden. "We have some literature you can take home with you, and if he's interested in making a more substantial donation, I'd be happy to set him up with a site tour, whatever he'd like. Just have someone contact my assistant Debbie."

"Oh," Donna inserts herself here. "Debbie's wonderful. Gets you anything you need."

And then the crowd is moving on, and Avery and Calden with it.

Twilight

Jack Crenshaw has a small tattoo in the shape of a cross on the inside of his right wrist. Calden notices when they shake hands.

Avery Chase

[primal urge!]

Dice: 4 d10 TN8 (2, 3, 3, 4) ( fail )

Avery Chase

They go through the receiving line. They shake hands and they talk about literature and Donna fails to smile and Avery is gracious, is endearing, is quite genuinely delighted at the prospect of taking some pamphlets home to her father to go over and discuss if it would be better to donate directly or set up an endowment after it's built or what-have-you.

Other than Donna's immobile face, Avery notices nothing particular out of the ordinary. She doesn't gossip about them behind their backs, either. It doesn't even occur to her to do so.

Calden White

The human eye has a knack for the unusual, and sometime in the midst of that hearty handshake, Calden's is drawn down to Jack's hand. His wrist. What he sees there pings a little on his awareness -- but really; it's nothing that out of the ordinary. Maybe Jack was superstitious. Or religious. Or just had a wilder youth or something. Anyway; the handshake ends in seconds. They move on in moments. Calden sips his martini; he is introduced to people who likely don't recognize him

-- though a very few might think they've seen him somewhere before, and more than a few would have eaten at steakhouses he supplies, shopped at upscale markets he stocks, perhaps even seen a few of those horrid ad campaigns about locally sourced beef featuring a decidedly rugged-jawed, red-flanneled Calden. Plus cows --

and who may or may not recognize his family name. Who may or may not know them as an old, reasonably well-connected and well-respected lot, but nothing ... stratospheric, really. And no aspirations in that direction either.

A hardworking bunch. But merchants and tradesmen, to use a medieval analogy. Not nobility, not by a long shot. His face is shaved tonight, he comports himself well, and he looks good in that tux -- but his hands are rough.

The room opens out, past the receiving line and its assembled glitterati. There's a Casino Royale theme tonight. There are many, many, many men in tuxedos, some of whom wear it better than others; many, many, many women in cocktail dresses, most of whom wear it well enough that their husbands haven't traded them in yet for a newer model. Some of whom wear it well because they are the newer model. Waiters are circulating with martinis and canapes, but Calden is still working on his first drink. He sips. He nods to Avery's friends. When they have a free moment, he bends -- not very far tonight -- and murmurs in the direction of her ear:

"So what exactly is this charity you've taken an interest in?"

Avery Chase

A bit of cucumber with some pate on top and a sprig of something. Avery's eyes light up and she takes one, taking a tidy bite as they begin to circulate. She smiles across the room at a woman about her age that she knows, then turns to Calden as he asks her what he does.

"My father knows more," she admits. "I think they're building a facility on East Colfax to... do something. Addiction recovery, I think." Avery shrugs. She finishes her canape and when she is done she dabs at her lips with the cocktail napkin before tossing it out in a conveniently placed wastebin.

She smiles at Calden. "We could go read some of the literature," she teases, but she's not really teasing.

Calden White

It's good that she's not really teasing, because Calden laughs -- and then he takes her seriously. "Why not. I'm not very good at small talk. Besides, if I'm your escort, I should at least know a little about the party you've taken me to."

And there is literature -- discreetly arranged in areas of the room that aren't too eye-catching. It's a peculiar quirk of the rich and famous: charity as an excuse for decadence, or decadence as an excuse for charity. Either way: mustn't forget the poor and trod-upon. Mustn't let them spoil a good time by being too visible either, though.

Avery Chase

"Darling, you're wonderful at small talk," Avery tells him earnestly, either because she somehow believes it or because she wants him to try. "And to be fair, I don't know much, either. For the past few years I've been painfully out of the loop on our philanthropy. I'm trying to do better."

There's a pause. "I wonder if he's trying to help me do that by 'making plans' tonight." She looks vaguely suspicious of her father, for a moment, as they walk towards one of the little tables and start flipping through brochures.

Calden White

"All right," Calden acknowledges with a faint smirk, "I'm wonderful at small talk. I just prefer to talk large. And since we Whites are still being very bourgeois about making our money and hoarding it all to ourselves, I save my small talk for people who are going to buy my cows."

The smirk relents into a grin, then. He lifts her hand from the crook of his elbow, kissing her fingers, then laying them back where they were. "I'm playing," he adds. "I'm actually having a good time. That's quite the dress you're wearing, and I've already seen you shake your hair back twice."

Oh. The smirk's back again.

"What were his plans, anyway? May I, or dare I ask?"

Twilight

There is literature. There are a few locals there to hand it out too. Men and women wearing second-hand business suits, some with accessories like neck and knuckle tattoos. Others looking vaguely down-and-out without the need for mediocre prison-style tats. The brochures tout The Healing Place as an addiction recovery center with a [psychobabble bullshit] model with a focus on practical skills layered into real-time interaction with the home environment while building practical job and social skills on the rEEntry model. There's a sidebar discussing the success of rEEntry, a halfway house, essentially, for convicts coming out of prison that boasts, thus far, a 0% recidivism rate.

So they're doing something really well or lying like motherfuckers.

Avery Chase

"Tsk," Avery says, to all of it. To him and his bourgeois family! To him and his money-hoarding! To him and saving up all his small talk for people who are going to make him wealthier! To him and his obsession with her hair-shaking! Tsk. She tsks him, then gives a faint shake of her head, her expression discomfited: "He has a date."

With that, Avery approaches one of the knuckle-tattooed men and smiles at him in that way that makes him fall a little bit in love with her. Her hand is out, and though he starts to hand her a brochure, she takes it, and then takes his hand to give it a shake.

"My name is Avery Chase," she says, quite directly, and that directness and those eyes and that dress and the feeling that she might just pin him against the wall and

do something terrifyingly visceral, like actually eviscerating him,

makes him react however he does. But she's smiling. "What's yours?"

Calden White

He has a date. Which makes Calden laugh aloud -- a quick and quickly smothered blurt of real humor. It's one of the few things real in this room. Avery's another one. Just look at that smile, the way she sees that poor fellow they trotted in here as a living billboard. She's as real as sunlight, as real as fire and gold.

Royal, though. And ever so charged with noblesse oblige. There's a faint, quirky half-smile on Calden's face. He doesn't attempt to interrupt the greeting. Raises a hand instead -- a mute half-wave -- before he steals the pamphlet from Avery and opens it up to read.

Twilight

"Dwayne Richards, ma'am." The knuckle-tattooed man returns. He has a military straight bearing and something about his parade-rest posture suggests that he served briefly in the military before embarking on a life of knuckle tattoos and street - street something. "Pleasure to meet you."

And there's something about the way he bear that directness, and returns it to her that Avery might find striking and noticeable. Something about the way he returns her smile with a tight one of his own that is more a grimace - not from that animal reaction to the beast beneath her skin - but fro, instead, some fundamental mismatch between his mouth and his eyes.

"Director of Youth Outreach for rEEntry and a graduate of it myself. Our NA program is the model for the Healing Place and I know what a benefit it'll be to the city. Me I never managed to kick my habit until after I got out of treatment and jail."

[Stuffs.]

Dice: 6 d10 TN9 (3, 3, 5, 5, 6, 9) ( success x 1 )

Avery Chase

[Truth of Gaia: Intelligence + Empathy // Unknown Diff (Dwayne's Manipulation + Subterfuge)]

Dice: 4 d10 TN8 (1, 1, 4, 7) ( fail )

Twilight

Other stuffs for laters.

Dice: 8 d10 TN6 (4, 4, 4, 5, 6, 8, 9, 9) ( success x 5 ) [WP]

Avery Chase

"Dwayne, it's a pleasure," Avery says, and there's an evenness and a sincerity to her tone that is neither gushing nor guilty. She lacks the simultaneous rigid pride and secret shame that most of the people in this room have for their wealth, their privilege. She makes it as simple as it can be: taking an interest in him.

He doesn't shrink from her. Well: he's a convict. He's been hardened, hasn't he? She tries not to take that too oddly. What does strike her, however, is that his smile isn't one. It doesn't touch his eyes any more than Donna Crenshaw's face moved when she smiled. She notices that. She is a little more on her guard then. Her eyes, pale blue and ringed in silver, seem to sharpen on him, fierce as a falcon's. It is indeed one of her own tribe's totem spirits that she calls on, and she feels a faint tingle in her ears and her eyes as the mantle of her auspice falls over her.

Her head tips slightly as she is shaking his hand, then gradually letting it go. "I can only imagine what a challenge that was -- not just to go through that, but to come out of it and be able to turn around and help others the way you were helped. It's inspiring, Dwayne."

That sounds a little false. It even stings her own ears. She seems more like the others in this room, the charity wives and philanthropists. She smiles at him though, almost conspiratorially. "What do you think of the people who are pitching a little fit about creating this place? Just anti-gentrification whackjobs?"

Twilight

"Servants of the devil, ma'am. His hand on earth, if you will." Dwayne returns; and now there's a gleam to his eye.

Calden White

[wait, did avery just lie? EMPAFEE.]

Dice: 5 d10 TN6 (3, 3, 3, 5, 6) ( success x 1 )

Avery Chase

Some think that to get information, you pretend to agree with the crazy person. You placate. You cajole. You conspire. But there was never a fanatic that didn't love, more than anything else, arguing with someone who disagrees with them.

As soon as she hears that, Avery blinks and draws back a bit. Her tone goes a bit too even, a bit chilled. "Tell me, Mr. Richards, is conversion to the faith a requirement of the program that's being offered? Doesn't that seem a bit... narrow, if the goal is to truly help people?"

Calden White

[percep+alert: HAVE YOU GOT A THINGIE ON YOUR WRIST TOO.]

Dice: 5 d10 TN6 (1, 3, 3, 9, 9) ( success x 2 )

Twilight

"I don't know the perticulars," the man returns, still in the military-straight and military-ready posture. The gleam is gone from his eyes, though. " - but the program is separate from the church, ma'am. Folks inside ain't even allowed to visit the church, so it ain't 'til I come out I even went there."

Twilight

He has a lot of tattoos. One of them is a cross inside his wrist.

Avery Chase

[Avery notices that something is off. She's not really lying, but she's not really being the genuine/honest/blunt self that Calden is used to. Maybe she's just playing up the socialite thing? But she seems quite keen on the man in front of her.]

Calden White

Truth be told Calden tunes the conversation out once he starts reading that pamphlet. Maybe it's rude of him, but then -- he's a little curious. What he saw on Crenshaw's wrist sticks with him, like a burr in his boot. It's just odd. It's just off. And he's looking for a link, looking for a tie, when

something in Avery's voice pulls him back. His eyes flick up; one eyebrow's cocked. A moment later his expression smooths, and he lifts his head, folding the pamphlet over once and tucking it into his pocket. He'd fallen back a half-step when he started reading. He takes that step back now, coming up beside Avery. His eyes follow the conversation to and fro, to and fro. Then an interjection --

"Sorry, I must have missed it the first time -- what church are we talking about?"

Twilight

And Dwayne Richards' eyes swing to Calden as the latter speaks up. The question comes suddenly, from an unexpected quarter that he answers it automatically, with a steady, solemn pride. "The House of the Covenant of God with His People in Exile on the Earth."

Though once he has uttered the words, his demeanor shifts. He frowns; he knows that something is -

"If you'll excuse me. I think they're calling you in for dinner."

Avery Chase

Avery's dark brows tug together. "Well that seems a bit harsh," she says, of not allowing people in the program to even visit the church. Calden interjects a question, and they get the naem of the church, which causes one of those brows to stop tugging inward and just quirk upward.

She doesn't push Dwayne after that. She thanks him mildly for his time, then slips her arm through the angle of Calden's and begins walking, gradually, with him towards the dining hall. Five hundred dollars a plate. The food had better be phenomenal. It's times like these she wishes she had learned the trick of sensing the Wyrm's influence. She should learn that. She just thought that by now she would have a Ragabash to do it for her.

"Whatever else he is," Avery says quietly to Calden, "he's a true believer."

Calden White

Calden is a bit more plainspoken:

"I think he's a fucking cultist, Avery."

At least he's quiet about it, though. They keep their voices down. He does his best to look like he's sweet-talking his lady rather than ... gossiping. Or plotting. Or something. They make their way to the dining hall, but they take their sweet time about it, and Calden detours Avery over to a painting on the wall. They stand in front of it admiringly for a moment. He adds:

"He had a little cross tattooed on his wrist. So did Crenshaw. I'll keep an eye out, but I wouldn't be surprised if everyone connected to this little charity had some tie to this House of Covenant of God of Cults And Extraterrestrials... or whatever it's called."

A moment's pause.

"Should we go to dinner at all?"

Avery Chase

"Any church with a name like that usually is," Avery says quietly as they drift towards dinner. "Claims of absolute truth, mandatory attendance, strict hierarchy, charismatic leaders, isolation of the inner circle from the outer circle from everyone else in the world..."

She exhales. "Some of what he said was untrue. Nothing immediately, glaringly dangerous, but unsettling." A beat. "Certainly enough to justify advising my father that we decline to donate further than the price of the tickets for tonight's event."

Her hand slips down his arm, to his hand, slipping her fingers through his. He is walking them towards a painting, and she lets him, turning to face him. He pauses and asks her if they should leave. She wonders if she should go make herself throw up that canape just to be on the safe (if a bit paranoid) side. Avery puts her lips together. "Yes," she says after a moment of thought. "I want to hear what else they have to say. Mr. Richards was only one angle of illumination."

They start heading towards the dining hall, passing through to take their seats. "Perhaps... leave the food be, however," she murmurs to him. "Just in case."

Twilight

They are seated at a table for eight. Six strangers, or rather four, as two of seats are never claimed by other attendees. The meal is very well-prepared but suffers as all banquet food suffers from requirements of serving en masse and all at once. It follows an orderly progression with wine and beer pairings from amuse bouche to a cold summer soup to salad and so on, while a pleasant hum swims in the air all around them.

At the front of the ballroom, on a raised dais a number of principles are seated at a long straight table, facing out over the crowd. Jack and Donna Crenshaw, of course. Their daughter Cara Crenshaw White, a key policy analyst for the mayor of Denver a few seats down, though she is not joined by her husband tonight. Several of the locals put on display during cocktail hour are up there, as well as an older man, gray hair streaked with brown, seated next to a very attractive thirty-something with blonde hair. Both are dressed a bit more modestly than the Crenshaws, though rather better than the locals.

After the main course, Jack Crenshaw gets up to make a brief speech thanking everyone for their support and generousity, complimenting the attendees on their committment to their fellow human beings. It is brief and positive and gracious, and then he invites his wife up to the podium. Where she introduces Carlos and Christina Black, directors of rEEntry, "which has been such a boon and blessing to so many men and women of Colorado," Donna enthuses. Without really enthusing because, well. Her face just doesn't move.

Carlos offers a brief benediction. Then, beaming at his much younger and much more attractive young wife, he cedes the floor to Christina Black.

--

She is a woman of modest height, mid-thirties, attractive without being too noticeable, until one takes a solid framing look at her and sees, somehow, how very well put together she is. And when she's left alone at the podium, she takes a minute squinting against the spotlight, leaning forward over the stand to squint at the audience against the glare.

"I'm so sorry y'all," is how she begins, a faint southern accent to her voice. "I'm not accustomed to talking to such a well-dressed audience. We serve whoever comes in and we don't care what they're wearing. That's the promise we're making to you tonight too; that's what the Healing Place will do. Bring the message and light of god's mercy to people who have forgotten that the word exists.

"That's what you all are helping us to do.

"The people are in darkness. Now, you may look at me - I was raised in the church. My father was a preacher, and my father's father was a preacher, and the light of god was in my heart from the time I knew how to breath - and you may look at me and say what darkness can she know. How can she understand what her flock sees on the streets of this city every day.

"We live in the darkness every single day.

"When god made this world, he made it - temporary. Temporal, passing. But there are things in this world that the devil makes to hold us here. The way he digs his claws in and makes us value heroin or golf or trees or our diamonds and pearls more than His ineffable love.

"My friends, the truth is, this world was mean to end. And it must end soon, or we will be mired in the devil's filth for all eternity. The truth that most pastors will never tell you is that god meant to call us home before noon. And it is already past the dinner hour."

--

"So you see, we all walk in darkness. Swim in it. Sometimes in the shadow of addiction to drugs, but just as often in our addition to the temporal realities of our lives. As much as I thought I loved god my whole life, it wasn't until I met my husband, the Reverend Carlos Black, that I realized I'd spent all this time enshadowed and enslaved by this material world world, the way these unfortunate men and women and enshadowed and enslaved by the substances they covet the way King David covered Bathsheba.

"The final battle is coming soon. It must come. It has to come. If it does not, we will be trapped in this hell for eternity. So we wait, and we pray, and we work assiduously to bring about that joyful day. Creating his army, one saved soul at a time."

"What you do tonight in His name, you can not know. Every dollar we raise. Every soul we save. Every body we raise up and cleanse in His name is another soldier of god. Amen and Hallelujah."

Christina Black sits back down. Her husband smiles benignly at her as she does so.

What is remarkable, though, is the reaction of the crowd in the room. She's charming, yes. But so fucking insane. This is not the city for that sort of talk. This is not the crowd for that sort of talk, all dressed in black tie and cocktail attire. And yet: and yet, and yet -

- it starts somewhere in the back of the room, a slow drumbeat of applause. Gradually, the other audience members start to stand here and there, until it becomes a sustained standing ovation.

Calden White

Dice: 7 d10 TN6 (3, 3, 3, 7, 8, 9, 9) ( success x 4 )

Avery Chase

[willpower]

Dice: 6 d10 TN8 (3, 4, 6, 7, 9, 9) ( success x 2 )

Calden White

When that woman stood up, Calden was -- a little bored, really. Mildly expectant. When she starts talking, though: oh boy. When she starts talking, he feels his eyebrows wanting to rise. He feels them wanting to crawl all the way to the back of his head. Once or twice, he can't resist a glance around.

She's charming. But so fucking insane. And this is not the city, this is not the crowd, this is not at all the anything for this sort of talk. He can't believe they're not laughing her off the stage. He can't believe they're not shouting, demanding their five hundred a plate back, demanding their charity and their donations and their good faith back, because

she is fucking nuts.

But they're not. No one in this room is angry. Or disbelieving. They're all staring at her, they look rapt, they look like she is the voice of the One True God. Calden looks at his plate. He hasn't touched his food; just moved it around his plate and hid some under a pile of greenery. He looks at Avery, a quick scanning glance. He looks at The Woman again, and that's when she's building to her climax, that's when she's building to the rouse and the rally, and that

is when

Calden feels it too. That undeniable pull; the charisma and magnetism-of-presence that marks leaders and madmen -- and both-at-once. A muscle flexes in his jaw. Amen, sayeth The Woman, and Hallelujah.

Inexorable as a tsunami, the hall swells with applause. People are standing all around. Calden can't see any way out of it. He exchanges a glance with Avery, pushing his chair back, getting to his feet himself. And -- hidden by an avalanche of applause -- he leans over to murmur in her ear.

"Should we get out of here?"

Avery Chase

The world was meant to end. And it must end soon.

Avery has touched her lips to glass but not sipped. She has moved food around on her plate, cut things up, spread them around, almost put food in her mouth but stopped short by asking a question or answering one. She has explained a mild allergy to avoid the soup, laughed softly that she's already tipsy to avoid wine. During the speeches and benedictions she has politely set everything down and aside, nodding to a waiter to go ahead and take her plate of very touched but uneaten food.

She listens attentively, her eyes and ears open, and something about those words strike her hard and deep and painfully. The world is coming to an end. It sorrows her. They, her people, are coming towards their end. They are filled with petty infights, self-loathing, distractions, seemingly insurmountable odds -- yes. The world is filthy, she can agree with that in many ways, and maybe ending it all would wipe the slate clean. Maybe that would help.

It's past the dinner hour. They were all supposed to Go Home a long, long time ago."

Avery blinks her eyes and shakes her head, like someone trying to shake off a ringing in their ear -- though that never works. She blinks repeatedly after that, exhaling, trying to wake up from something. Going home means dying. The world isn't filthy. The world is worth saving. There is no god as these people know it. It doesn't exist, as far as she knows, and if it does, it's a spirit who really got too big for its britches.

But the cadence of Christina's voice abates only for a moment, then the tide pulls Avery back under. The weird religious tone of everything, the fact that they're having a charity function for this cult-like church that is a James-Bond-themed casino night, full of gambling and sex and alcoholism and so forth -- it buzzes at the back of her mind, but does not wake her up completely. She can even sense the falsehood of some of it, the veil over every word out of Mrs. Black's mouth. Something pulls at her from another side: Christina Black, Cara Crenshaw White, it probably means nothing but it's odd and she notices it.

The final battle is coming, or they're all going to be trapped.

A part of Avery wants to crawl into a hole in the earth and let it come.

And then, just moments before applause, certain phrases begin to beat like drumbeats in her ears. Creating his army.

Every body we raise up.

Another soldier.

Calden, seated beside her, sees Avery bow her head and put her fingers to her brow, exhaling as though drained somehow, as though pained or dizzied. She swallows dryly. And from the back of the room, the applause rolls forward, washing over them. She closes her eyes and frowns, deeply, and then something goes through her. A jolt of energy, of conviction, of something. She lowers her hand, places it flat on the tablecloth, and pushes herself to her feet even as the room is giving Christina Black an ovation. Calden is getting to his feet, too, leaning to ask her if they should go, get out. She gives a small, short shake of her head

and waits out the applause.

And waits out the crowd. Even as their applause goes on and on and on and on. Even as finally, finally, they begin to quiet down, settle down, sit down.

Avery remains standing, in those viciously high heels and that glittering, ultramini dress and those sexy eyes and that artfully tousled hair and though she is one of the younger people in this room tonight, there is a moment where by merely holding herself the way she does,

she looks like a queen.

She's looking directly at Christina Black, and all those seated to either side of her like the goddamn Last Supper, with the aura of her moon -- waning in the sky even now -- and her tribe and her rage resting around her like a crown, a cape, a sceptre.

Avery doesn't speak right away. She doesn't need to. Try going into a room and ignoring her. Try seeing her standing there, shining, in a room full of seated sycophants, and pretend you don't notice she's staring you down.

Avery Chase

[-1 WP!]

Twilight

[aaand, stuffs?]

Dice: 6 d10 TN9 (1, 3, 4, 7, 9, 10) ( success x 2 )

Avery Chase

[persuasion: charisma (spec.: charming not applicable) + subterfuge]

Dice: 6 d10 TN7 (1, 1, 2, 5, 7, 8) ( success x 2 )

Avery Chase

[charisma (spec.: charming not applicable) + leadership (spec.: compelling) // diff -1 (successful persuasion)]

Dice: 8 d10 TN5 (1, 4, 5, 5, 8, 8, 8, 9) ( success x 6 )

Avery Chase

[+pb]

Dice: 11 d10 TN5 (2, 2, 2, 2, 3, 5, 5, 6, 6, 7, 9, 10) ( success x 7 ) Re-rolls: 1

Twilight

And so: Avery stands. Stands straight up, still and alert and staring at the people on the dais. The Blacks do not notice her presence immediately - after all, everyone else is standing too, applauding and they - particularly Christina - are basking in the applause. She fucking glows with it, as if she were absorbing and feeding on the adoration of the crowd.

Consuming it like a succubus.

If you look closely, she has a small, private, not remotely humble smile on her face.

But the applause begins to die down and people are resuming their seats and the dessert is being brought out so there's this murmur of renewed conversation as the dessert is being served. Calden may notice that... the conversation resumes more or less as it did before. Few people remark on the insanity of the speech, nor though do (many) seem to be parroting her apocalyptic vision of the world, or even remembering the substance of it. Not specifically, not directly.

But then there's Avery, still standing as the people at her table sit down. The others at the tables all around, also sit.

And now the ripple of applause is rippling back to something like normalcy, and the Silver Fang is still standing. The people at the dais do not notice yet but -

- ahh, listen. One of the couples at their table give each other a mildly confused look, then glance covertly at Avery, then stand up and leave. Another couple two tables away peel off after. A handful in the end, maybe 12 to 16 attendees seem to half-wake from their fog and give each other looks and stand up and slip away.

And as this fraction of her audience is being peeled away, Christina Black looks directly at Avery. Narrows her eyes and - smiles, a little jerk of her head toward someone waiting in the wings.

Calden can see Dwayne Richards and another large, tattooed man begin pacing through the crowd intent on their table.

Twilight

Manipulation + intimidation:

Dice: 8 d10 TN6 (3, 5, 5, 6, 6, 6, 9, 10) ( success x 5 )

Calden White

Awe is such a small word.

In ages past, the Nation rose and fought and bled and died at the word of the Silver Fangs: Avery's ancestors; Avery's prior incarnations. Even to this day, the Fenrir and the Fianna are still loyalist tribes, by and large. In moments like this, it's not hard to see why. True, they might be the mad kings. But Falcon's children are still the kings of wolfkind.

Calden had stood to go. But Avery does not leave. She does not slink away, or retreat. She stands her ground and she makes sure she is seen doing it. It is not a cunning thing to do. It does not afford her the protection of anonymity, or the upper hand of a future ambush. It is perhaps not even the thing to do if one wishes to remain alive. But it is righteous. It is courageous. And it is -- Calden realizes -- exactly in line with everything he's seen of her thus far.

So he doesn't leave, either. He stands with her. The two of them in a room gone mad with applause: silent and stoic.

The tide washes out. The audience retakes their seats. They don't talk about the speech. They don't gush about it. They don't thrill about it. They may as well have forgotten, which Calden does notice -- but not half so well as he notices those two large men coming their way.

He wants to reach out for Avery's hand. To protect her, or perhaps to share her strength. He can't say which it is himself. Maybe it's both. He doesn't, though. It would see like weakness: lovers linking hands in the face of calamity, and all. He clenches his hand to a fist, and he clasps his hands behind his back.

Stands his ground, too.

Calden White

[will toss a -1WP to stand firm against a 5 succ manip+intim!]

Avery Chase

Two. Four. A dozen. Sixteen. It isn't much, in a room this size. It is enough to be noticable. It is enough to put a dent in Christina Black's dinner for the evening, which does not appear to be prime rib or the vegetarian option, which is a (rather dry) risotto. No, Avery catches that look on Christina's face, and she sees it for what it is. Succubi do not have a monopoly on feeding off the adoration of a crowd. Leadership is a burden and a duty. Basking in adulation for that leadership, however, is an addiction, and one Avery has been trained all her life to watch herself for.

She knows that she made an impact on the woman. Enough to satisfy her. Enough to get two, four, a dozen, sixteen people -- and their money -- away from this madwoman.

Avery can feel Calden standing with her. She did not doubt that he would. She did not think he would sit meekly behind her and stare up at her in awe. She did not think he would slink out like those who, shaken from their stupor, only want to escape. She knows that, even to his own shock and horror, he was willing to save a bullet, accept a saved bullet, if necessary. Whatever else there is between them, he has strength of character, he has integrity, and of course he would stand with her. All the same, she feels a tightness in her chest, a gratitude that saves her from so much of the madness consuming her tribe.

Christina nods to someone; Avery does not take her eyes off the woman. She stares at her, though intimidation is far from her strong suit. She is not trying to intimidate her. Avery knows who has the upper hand here. She can tell: Christina is summoning someone to deal with them. And if Avery were a mortal woman, she would be wary. She might even be afraid. But Avery knows that even if they are not true men, true mortals, she could very likely tear them limb from limb if they laid a hand on her. But she won't. And she wouldn't.

She knows her limits. She knows her weaknesses.

She knows Calden didn't bring a firearm this evening.

In what time she has, Avery speaks.

"I know who your final battle is really against, Christina," she says, her voice leve but pitched to carry, pitched to ring through the room. There's a strange softness to it, a luxurious persuasiveness. A gentleness, a velvet glove over an iron fist. "I know what you're afraid of, out there in the darkness. I've seen it, too."

Maybe the woman up there, maybe certain members of her goon squad, certainly Calden know what she means: I've seen it. I am it.

Her voice lowers, reverbating through what is now near-silence: "It's going to fight back."

She is done talking to Christina Black. She looks towards the men coming her way, a brief and quelling glance, then looks at Calden. She nods at the door, and turns to go.

Calden White

God, Calden should be terrified. There's a woman up there preaching doomsday and brimstone. She's sent two or more of her goons at Avery and him. There's a roomful of people quite possibly in the process of transforming from rich Republican to brainwashed zombie (hold the there's no difference jokes, please), and he suspects they just might go full-on cannibal at a snap of Christina Black's fingers. They're outnumbered, surrounded, and they have no backup.

Calden is not terrified.

Calden is fucking exhilarated.

It's hard for him not to grin in sheer delight, in shared triumph, in utterly ungentlemanly smugness as Miss Avery Chase, quite plainly put, stuffs Missus Christina Black. Hell -- it's hard for him not to turn around and yank his trousers down and moon the room in a reliving of his rowdier younger days.

He managed to hold on to his dignity, though. He falls in beside Avery, flanking her, shadowing her all the way out. No one bars their way. When the doors shut behind them he reaches out, takes her hand. They're going down the stairs when he steps a little closer and slips her hand through his arm instead. Handsome couple; the woman all mod-chic, the man much more classic in that timelessly cut tuxedo. He leans closer to murmur in her ear:

"That might have been the bravest, boldest, sexiest thing I've ever seen you do to date. Let's blow this joint and get burgers and fries for dinner. Then you should take me home."

Avery Chase

Avery stares her down. Men approach them and she ignores them. Calden ignores them. She turns and walks out, and he turns after her, walks with her, though not at her back. Avery doesn't allow it. She is slipping her arm in the crook of his as soon as they turn. He's her escort. It's his job to walk out beside her.

It also keeps him near. It keeps him close enough to be shielded if they so much as breathe on him wrong. But as they walk out of the Grand Hyatt, her steps are steady and her head is high and no one molests them. They are followed out, but only to make sure they leave. And her car is not waiting, but as soon as they walk to the curb she's taking out her phone and texting Chauncey and Calden is leaning closer, exhilarated. He can feel her all but vibrate with tension, though, and she turns her hand to cup his shoulder, squeeze him there.

"I need to call my father," she says, focused, intent. Then a pause: "No. I'll text him. He'll still be on his date."

Boggling. She can't even say it, even now, without boggling. She blinks, shakes her head, and turns to actually look at him. She processes what he said just seconds ago and huffs a laugh. "That?" she says, as though she can't fathom what he means: brave, bold, sexy. He's so ridiculous. Avery leans over and kisses him, though, full and warm but somehow light, crisp,

sweet as wine.

She's smiling when she draws back. The Bentley is pulling around. "I should never have told you I have a weakness for McDonald's fries, darling."

Calden White

That shoulder she squeezes is exactly the way it's always been, and exactly the way she knew he'd be: so solid, so warm, so thick with muscle and heavy with bone. Looking at them right now -- standing on the curb, waiting for her car -- one could never imagine that she was somehow the more terrifying of the pair. One almost can't imagine the shining, glorious thing she was in there, looking in the eye of the enemy and telling it:

I see you.I know you.I'm coming to get you.

She needs to tell her father. She needs to call -- no, text. She looks briefly nonplussed. He laughs a little, and then she does too, and then she leans over and kisses him. His hand touches her waist through that dress of hers, that glittering ultrashort thing.

And then he laughs. Not a little, but fully, easily, as if they didn't just walk out of the mouth of the dragon. "You really shouldn't have," he agrees, and takes her hand, and

opens the back door of the Bentley for her. Poor Chauncey.

Calden joins her from the opposite door. He opens it for himself, slides in, closes it. While Avery tells Chauncey where they're going -- perhaps it's Chauncey's turn to boggle now -- he buckles himself in. Then he reaches across the leather and takes her hand again.

"I have a houseguest," he says. It seems out of the blue, but he goes on: "She's a Fianna, a kid. Well; I guess she's only about five or six years younger than you. But she's young." He shrugs. "She invited herself to stay on and off for a month, along with her packmates. Bit longer than I would've preferred, and I could've done without the random packmates crashing in my guest suite, but; well. Hospitality. The quality of the guest doesn't determine the quality of the host. And anyway, I think she means well. She's just ... a kid.

"Point is: she mentioned something about this, I think. I didn't put it together until just now. She said something about... checking out some crazy church or other. Truth is I didn't really pay attention to the details when she told me. I didn't think it'd affect me." He looks at Avery. "You might want to talk to her though. Her name's Tamsin. I don't know if you have some other way of getting in touch with her, but you can always call me. If she's in the guest room I'll get her on the line for you."

Avery Chase

There's a moment there, when Calden's hand is on her waist, when she looks in his eyes and knows how much he wants her. Riotously, happily, the sort of want that will have him tumbling her into bed and play-growling as he goes at her neck, her breasts, pushing his pants out of his way as he goes. Her lips twitch into a glossy smile.

The Bentley slides smoothly into view, and the driver's door opens, but Calden grabs her door. Avery gives him a gently chastising look, because Chauncey must be so disgruntled, even if his face doesn't show it. But not for long: by the time Calden has closed the door behind Avery's legs, Chauncey is holding the rear door on the other side open for Calden. He's not so cheeky to raise an eyebrow or anything like that; he holds it open, and Calden gets in, and Chauncey closes it behind him.

Moments go by, mere moments, before they're on their way. Chauncey is too fine a servant to boggle, just as he is too fine a servant to show his disgruntledness or be bothered, really, whatsoever, no matter what Avery thinks he might feel.

In the back seat, Calden reaches for her hand as the Bentley eases away from the curb and rejoins traffic. She doesn't buckle herself in. She also waves Calden's hand off for a moment, since she's using both hands to text. This is important. But when she's hit SEND, she lets him have her hand. She smiles at him. She shakes her head a little, simultaneously sharing and worried by his thrill. He has a houseguest. Avery blinks, about to tell him they are not driving all the way out to his place tonight, not after that, not when she just found out what's happening in the city, but he's just... telling her. She's Fianna, and she's staying there. Off and on.

Avery's brow lifts at the connection, though. "I will," she says levelly, when Calden says he should talk to her. Her hand squeezes his. "Thank you for telling me."

She leans over, kissing his cheek, then draws back. "You'll stay away from them, won't you?" she asks him, suddenly, her brows furrowed. "That woman's voice... she nearly captivated me, Calden."

Calden White

That grounds Calden, at least a little. Someone it never occurred to him that she, Avery, shining thing that she is, could have been swayed or tempted. He pauses. His brow knits too, if only a little. Then --

then he wraps his arms around her. Pulls her against his side, hugging her tight. "Of course I'll stay away from her," he murmurs. "Don't worry about me. Are you all right?"

Avery Chase

At the gala, Calden was reserved with her. He wanted to maul her as soon as he saw her, to be sure, but he kept his hands to himself other than what is expected and suitable for public consumption: holding her hand over the crook of his arm, entwining their fingers. And then they confronted Christina Black. And then he was elated at her side, reaching for her arm, her hand, and now positively glomping her to his side, and each embrace and each touch is different in flavor, in tone, in feeling. This one is not lustful. Or elated. It is something else. Avery is startled, then laughing, her hand coming to lay lightly on his chest. The arch of her body where he tugs her close makes the shortness of that cocktail dress all the more apparent, but she doesn't reach down to start adjusting her hemline. Her fingers drum gently on his shirt-front.

"Of course, darling," she says, the term she uses most often for him now, even above filthy bastard or you brute. She settles where she is, head to his shoulder, smiling. "Just --"

She pauses, thoughtful. "I wonder who supplies their food. They have to feed people in that program."

Calden White

She doesn't reach down to adjust her hemline. He does, though. Calden: gentleman. Even if his fingers do linger there, right at the hem, for just a moment too long,

as if considering drawing it up instead.

Her fingers drum. He smiles again, and so does she -- independently; they don't really see each other. Her head settles against his shoulder and he smooths her hem down after all, his hand staying there, warm against the outside of her thigh.

"Are you thinking the food itself might be tainted? I did notice you didn't touch a bite, either." Which is why they're going for MickeyD's now. "Or are you thinking you might be able to get their food supplier to work for you somehow? Cleanse them with food?" He can't help a laugh -- "A genuine detox diet. You could make a fortune, Avery."

Avery Chase

His fingertips catch on her hose; of course they do, because he is so rough and she and everything she owns and wears are so fine. They are made of silk; what is a callous against silk? And when he catches so does her breath, a hitch in her throat, because however fancy she acts, however important her phone call or her text or however playful she is she wants him with a fervency and constancy that is easiest, simplest, to chalk up to Sexual Chemistry. Just that, though. Avery's breath hitches. Calden decides to adjust her hem over her upper thigh instead of sliding his hand under and up, or simply baring her, for the sake of baring her.

After all, the Bentley is old-fashioned; there is no privacy screen between the two of them and her driver, her Chauncey. Not that Chauncey would notice, or if he did, not that he would show it.

They smile, and he holds her, and she taps her fingers on his shirt thoughtfully. Her mind is always working; as brilliant as she is to look at, as bold as she is when she rises to her feet in a crowded room, it is no wonder.

"I think it could be," she says to the first. "It's a common way that the Wyrm poisons people." A pause. "Actually, I was thinking if you had any contacts in the industry, you might be able to find something out." Her hand strokes down his shirt, rests against his stomach. "A passing thought."

Calden White

"I'd be glad to," Calden replies gallantly, and with an immediacy that suggests he might have offered himself sooner rather than later. "I can't promise I'll uncover anything interesting, but I'll ask around."

His hand covers hers, holding it nestled between his palm and the smooth front of his shirt; beneath the cut of his jacket. They really are glomped quite close, particularly considering how polite and proper they were at the gala. Which reminds him --

"James Bond casino night," he muses. "You can't say the Wyrm doesn't know how to throw a party." He laughs quietly. His hand squeezes hers. He watches the world slide tranquilly by outside."What will you do?" he asks, quieter. "I don't want you to confront her alone."

Avery Chase

Avery's driver is not taking them to the house. He's only been there once, he's barely been introduced to her brother, and not her father yet. She is not going to have him stay the night with her in that palace, fucking her hard and sweet into the mattress, making her bite back noisier gasps. Certainly not. The very idea of it.

The very idea of it makes her feel aroused. But: she breathes in as he talks of James Bond and rolls her eyes. "Men and Bond," she says, with a slight shake of her head. Her hand is under his, and she doesn't mind that much. She closes her eyes. Her driver isn't taking them to her condo yet, either. They are drawing into a McDonald's drive-thru. There's a car ahead of them.

"I would never be so foolish," Avery tells him, without opening her eyes, without ruffling, without growing angry at him for even mentioning it. Her tone is mild, her words are firm. "And: I will speak with other garou who may know more, and we will make plans. I will defer to those who are in higher ranks, and I will advise those who lead in battle against making stupid choices. If necessary, I will lead myself. I will do my duty under the Law, and we will scour these ministers of corruption from the city, even if we must use their own blood to cleanse it."

Her eyes open. Chauncey pulls forward a few more inches.

"I think," she says, "I would like a double quarter pounder, with no cheese, a large fries, and a. Vanilla. Shake."

Chauncey, then: "Medium or large, miss?"

Avery lifts her head from Calden, looking at him. "Do you want to share it? Because large, then. And if not, then a medium."

Calden White

Now there's a sight rarely seen in the drive-thru of a very ordinary McDonald's: a long Bentley black as night, very obviously piloted by a chuaffeur. Chauncey probably even wears a smart-but-austere suit and white gloves. In the back -- little more than shadows through the privacy tint -- a man and a woman, a lady and her gent, all dolled up in evening wear with just a touch of costume flair.They order double quarter pounders. Two of them. One with cheese, one without. They order two large fries. They order --"Large," Calden says, of the vanilla shake. He's quite decisive about it. And then he leans back as the car advances from the ordering intercom to the payment window, settling back with Avery, his arm coming around her shoulders again."If it's all the same to you," he keeps it light, at least. He makes that attempt to mask himself, "I'd rather you didn't cleanse anything with your own blood."

Avery Chase

Calden fools nobody. Avery doubts he even knows how to tell a lie. She smiles at him, while Chauncey gives their order, then lifts her chin and kisses his cheek. "Of course not, darling. Their blood. Always their blood. Silly thing."

Calden White

Avery doubts that. And Avery would be -- !

...well. Right, for the most part. What little dissemblance he's capable of is mostly of the polite, white, face-saving sort. Which might be why he grins with nearly palpable pleasure to be kissed like that on his cheek. His rather clean-shaven cheek, tonight.

Moments later a large brown paper bag full of grossly unhealthy food arrives. Calden doesn't wait to get wherever it is Avery is taking him. He unrolls the top immediately and passes her a carton of fries, a burger. The vanilla shake goes into a cupholder on her side. For his part, Calden goes straight for the burger, unwrapping it, sinking his teeth into it hungrily, mmphing at the taste. Though, given his predilection for microwaved toxicburgers, perhaps he's not the most reliable witness in this particular case.

"I need to stop dining at your expense," he muffles out through a mouthful of food-at-her-expense. "Very impolite of me -- god, I was starving."

Avery Chase

Neither of them is a liar. Perhaps not from lack of talent or skill, perhaps merely from honor, but neither of them engage much in falsehood. He smiles like that, honest and open about it, and Avery rubs her nose on his cheek. She's so pleased with herself. She toys with his shirt front, but no more. It's a hint, only, of what she would like to do with him after they eat. After:

Calden devours that cheese-laden quarter pounder. Double. After she scarfs hers down as well, just as heartily and eagerly, as though she burnt all of her energy tonight in that room, which she didn't, but it feels like it a little bit. She eats her fries and he says something about dining at her expense and she gives his leg a gentle kick with her ankle, a side-swipe as the Bentley is pulling back onto the road to take them to her condo. Chauncey is about to have a fit because they're eating in the car, but he knows better.

When she has swallowed, she looks at him: "You brought the steaks. You cooked the elk. And," she adds, with a half-serious frown, "I don't want to trade off or keep score about that."

Calden White

Well; she starts to side-swipe him. And she does make contact. But then so does he: reaching down, catching her ankle in his palm, smiling.

"All right," he promises. "No score-keeping.

"I like it, though," Calden adds a moment later. He's released her foot by then; leaned back again, unwrapping his rapidly diminishing burger a little more. "Bringing you food. Cooking. Well; I just enjoy your company. You know that. But I do ... like ... feeding you." The laugh is embarrassed. "That was one of the odder things I've said."

Avery Chase

When his hand cups around her ankle, catching it to his side, Avery lets it rest there. Their legs touch, side to side, as she picks up the vanilla shake and takes a drink, and he lets her leg go. She eats. He says one of the 'odder' things he's ever said to her, in his mind, and Avery's eyes slant to him, a smile cutting her lips.

"No," she says quietly, "I understand entirely."

And when you understand entirely, you do not need to explain it. She just smiles, and now she quiets, eating with him, because they aren't going to keep score and he isn't going to feel embarrassed for saying that he enjoys feeding her, providing meat or wine or whatever else she might need. Chauncey drives them back towards the condo, which she is selling, but has not packed up.

Calden White

This time, when he laughs, the embarrassment is gone. This time, it's the sound she's come to know rather well: warm and low, rough at the edges. "I suppose you would," he murmurs, and

the car drives on.

They demolish their strange little banquet. They eat their burgers -- wolf them down, one might say -- and they eat the fries while they're still hot. He gives her a few of his. Since she likes them so much, he says. She can tell he's teasing her. He shares the milkshake with her, two straws in the same cup, their trash gradually filling up the paper bag that once held their food.

The car smells like fast food by the time they arrive. Chauncey will likely clean it in a frenzy as soon as they've left. Calden feels a little bad, truth be told, so to make up for it he lets Chauncey get Avery's door this time. He even gives the man an apologetic smile as he comes around, murmuring a sorry for the state of the Bentley.

Then Avery's hand slips around his elbow. They go inside. There's no reason for them to stand this close in the elevator, but that is how they stand: a handsome couple, tall, gorgeous people in their fancy clothes.

Which they begin to shed almost as soon as the door to her condo closes behind them. But not furiously, and not fervently. She goes first, strolling into the spaces of her soon-to-be-ex-home. Her keys clatter onto some waiting surface or other. He, stepping out of his shoes, watches her go: his regard sharpening as he sees her slipping her heels off.

He follows her. She lifts her dress up; lets it fall. She doesn't look back, but she can hear him behind her, can hear the rustle of clothing as he strips out of his coat. Undoes his tie. Unbuttons his shirt and his pants. In her bedroom she turns to face him. His eyes are on hers, and then on her body as she sheds her lingerie piece by piece. He pushes his trousers and his underwear down as one. It's the first time she's seen him wear anything but those rumpled old boxers of his: dove-grey boxer-briefs this time, conforming to the strong lines of his body, unadorned and unassuming. When he steps out of that puddle of clothing he leaves behind she comes to him

and he lifts her in a single smooth rise

tumbles her onto her bed. That grin breaks over his face as he covers her. He kisses her like that for a long time, his body heavy over hers, warm and hard between the silken stroke of her legs. Perhaps it doesn't surprise her, though, when he starts to slip down her body. When he slides down her length, kissing her all along the way, pausing to adore those breasts of hers with his hands, with his tongue, but not for very long.

He's smoothly shaven. Even now there's only the barest beginnings of bristle to his jaw. He goes down on her with no hesitation at all, and not the faintest shred of reluctance; of anything but unrelenting hunger. Eagerness. His mouth is on her, his tongue is all over her, he eats her out until she's moaning, until she's writhing, until he's growling, until she's coming.

Afterward he sits back on his heels. He has that look in his eyes, heavy and satisfied and hungry all at once. He wipes his mouth on his palm

and then he slicks his cock with his palm, rubs her fluids into his, smooths it all over. God, he can be shameless. He comes up the bed and she pulls him to her; he rolls on his back as he goes to her, and she swings over him. Her body is still liquid. Her skin is so soft beneath his hands, and he touches her everywhere, explores every inch of her that he can reach. She guides him inside; sees the way his eyes ache with the feel of her, sees the way his eyes close, overcome.

She is kissing him when he comes. He is kissing her, and then he is losing that kiss, losing his mind, losing himself in her. His lips are parted at the end. He groans into her mouth, grasping at her hips, the musculature of flank and abdomen tight; barely moving. Letting her ride him out, finish him off, take what she wants, give him what he needs. When it's over,

when it's over his eyes open. He looks at her and he wraps his hand behind her head, kisses her again with his eyes open, his mouth soft. She comes down over him. He wraps his arms around her. They don't get up to shower, though perhaps they should. If she starts to rise, though, he pulls her gently back. Stay, he whispers. Stay with me.

And so she does. And so they work their way under the covers, and he stays close to her; he keeps her close to him. There's a gentle ache in his embrace. There's a protectiveness there, too.

Thursday, June 27, 2013

celduin and the tribe mac faoitigh

Calden White

So: it's a ranch. It's a ranch that has apparently been here for a hundred years and more, and it belongs to the Whites, who used to be the Mac Faoitighs, the latter word of which was actually pronounced very much like White. But we digress. Point is:

it's a ranch. It's a proper, working ranch -- a vast tract of ten thousand acres or so, which comes out to be about fifteen square miles in the north part of the state, a stone's throw from Colorado. Sere, hard land, this. No green pastures or babbling brooks. There is a crabbed little creek on the eastern border, but by and large this land gives testament to the fact that Colorado is, in fact, a species of high desert.

Still. The rancher who owns this land, the latest scion of a long line of Whites, must be doing relatively well. His house is large. It's built on the foundation his ancestor laid, but successive generations have added, remodeled, renovated until it's hardly recognizable anymore. These days, the structure is a rugged construct of stone and wood, cresting a low hill and spills down the back side. It boasts a vast-windowed vault-ceilinged great room looking over the land, a large deck ringing the main level, and multiple balconies and terraces. Also, a guest suite on the lower level, which is underground at the front of the house but ground-level at the rear. That is, one suspects, where the master of the house would room the guests that he and his family have always welcomed so Fiannaishly.

The front door is ... well, around front. Plenty of doors in the back too, though. Glass sliding ones on the deck, and into the guest suite. It's an hour or so before dusk. The sun has just slipped behind the Rockies on the horizon.

Tamsin Hall

The land's a remarkable thing: how it'll keep people. How it'll keep people so close that, after years go by, they become like summer kings all, and you know when the land's doing well and when it's doing poorly by marking the fortunes of the family. They get all entwined - or at least they did. It's remarkable, and nobody says anything about the Whites but that they're hospitable and good old solid bastions of Fiannadom the kind who take their hospitality as seriously as Red Teeth at the White Ford did in the good old Ulster wolf days of yore.

So it's not remarkable that a young Fianna cliath might decide to come out and take a look.

And it's not remarkable that Tamsin, the young Fianna cliath in question, Cinder Song, Furious Lament, more names waiting in the wings, prob'ly, unless she gets herself killed or Pixie Led off the path, following some wishful trick or turn or hope (which isn't all that unlikely, let's be honest, not for these dreamy times), well - phew, take a breath - it's not remarkable she'd find herself in possession of the right about of persuasiveness to get a ride out there.

She circles it, see. She comes at it from the side, and circles the deck, climbing up with a timid air that speaks of years taught not to trespass by that mean old lady and old man who threw rocks at kids when they tried to trick or treat, until she finds a door to knock on. Maybe it won't be the right one, but that won't deter her.

Calden White

It'd be awkward to knock on a glass door, wouldn't it? Sort of screams HI I'M A LOST PUPPY PLEASE FEED ME. So she circles around, she comes at it from the side, she doesn't quite make it all the way to the front but she does find a door. And she knocks. Maybe it's the garage door? No one seems to be answering. She might be about to move on, about to look for that fabled Front Door, when --

-- ah. It opens after all. It swings outward, and a white-haired ancient with a bent back and cranky eyes pokes his head out. "We don't want what you're selling," he snaps.

Somewhere behind him: "Dad. I'll take care of it." And then a second hand grabs the edge of the door, opens it wider. This fellow's about half the age of 'Dad', robust in a flannel shirt (red-checked, of course) and jeans. 'Dad' leaves off, grumbling, as the new fellow -- his son, one imagines -- furrows curiously at the unexpected visitor.

"Help you?" he says. There's a touch of red in his hair. Just a touch. The setting sun catches it; brings it out more than just about any other light would, save firelight. There's a touch of green in his eyes, and there's a touch of Stag in his blood.

Tamsin Hall

Whoa. A goblin! Fresh from a tale of two old biddies with evil dentures (fangs) and biblical vengeance warping their blood or minds or who knows, Tamsin flushes when the elder gentleman swings the door open and snaps at her. It's one of those flushes that doesn't really know what it's for: pained embarrassment or embarrassed anger or apologetic horror. Her eyes widen and she opens her mouth to reply, when, hark, another voice, so her teeth click together and she chews on the inside right-hand corner of her mouth until White Younger [she'll assume] appears. "Um, hi." Great start, Tamsin. Truly, you're a Galliard for the ages. They'll tell stories about your glorious fucking greeting of um, hi. [Shut the hell up, Mind.]

The young woman who's waiting outside is surprisingly serious and even-keeled when she isn't mocking her alpha or roughhousing with the boys and girls (who're gone now, so [hey, the white tree is flowering, and the fog rolls in]), or it is if you've seen that side of her. Her brown (but burnished, depending on the light) hair is parted neatly in the center, but seems to incline toward windsweptedness and has been tied into low tails to keep it orderly. Her t-shirt is bears a very faded Davie Bowie circa Labyrinth with the legend you remind me of the babe. Screw thrift-store recycling shirts (yes fine she might have one of those too somewhere).

"I mean - hello. You guys must have the most hardcore branch of Girl Scouts come around ever. I'm Tamsin. Uh. Tamsin Hall, and they say we're kin, so... Is that okay?"

Calden White

"I thought you might have been," Calden says, thoroughly unsurprised -- but perhaps warming a little nonetheless. Not that he was cold before, but: different, still, when he thought she may have been a stranger, an outsider, a lost traveler, anyone at all. "We don't have anyone come around unannounced, other than old friends and distant family. I don't know why my dad bothers with that line, but he uses it on everyone. Don't take it personally."

And he stands back, pulling the door wider still. She discovers she is looking into his kitchen. It's a nice one, a lot of brushed stainless steel and granite, a vast semicircular breakfast bar, tasteful lighting. And through the kitchen: the dining area. The long, dark, gleaming table. Beyond that, the great room with its soaring ceilings and wood-and-stone decor; its vast hearth; its broad staircase both up to the second floor and down to the lower level.

The plan of the house is simple. Very open. All the common spaces visible at a glance, and all of it large enough, expansive enough, to not seem cluttered.

"Come on in," Calden says. "We keep a pretty early schedule here, so we've had dinner already. There's leftovers I can heat up for you, though. You just passing through, or looking for a place to crash?"

Tamsin Hall

Deer-tentative step over the threshold. Then there's nothing deer about her. The moon again, measured into her bones, carefully constrained by the girl shape. Tamsin looks around. Not wide-eyed, like a reverse country-bumpkin in the big city. But she looks around, her grave eyes curious and perhaps appreciative. Because the ranch is cool. The ranch is miles away from the kind of place she grew up in.

"Oh. Um, okay. Thank you." Then: a wicked thorn of humor has her looking back over 'Dad' as he creeps his way back. Part of her is a little 'lost,' like she thinks the polite thing to do would be to go say something and offer her services or something, but the other part of her - it's that wicked thorn of humor. "So, uh, is your dad just 'Dad' to everybody who passes through, or is there another name I should address him by?" The wickedness disintegrates into a (bite the inside of her cheek/mouth again before offering the) shy smile. "And what about you? Are, I mean, I think Calden and Ryan were names I was given. Could I just have some water?"

If he gets the feeling she's asking for just water out of politeness' sake, then he would be right, although she's not being a complete martyr: she had some McDonalds from her ride and a bunch of trail mix earlier.

Then: "I'm looking for a place to crash for a bit this month. Me, and my pack-brother. He's not stag's, but he's mine, so."

Calden White

The corner of his mouth hooks up. "I'm Calden," he says. "My dad's Rory. You might see my cousins running around too, but they're usually with the stock. Ian, Jimmy, and Paul."

He gets her a drink of water. A glass from the cabinet, ice and water from the fridge. Holding the glass out to her, his eyebrow quirks a little at the word 'month'. "Gotta say, longest I've had a houseguest is a couple weeks. Don't know if my dad's had longer. Have you, Dad?" -- over his shoulder, that.

"NO!" shouts White Senior. And then the door to his old-man-cave slams shut. Calden can't help but smirk.

"I'm all right with it, I think," he says, turning back. "But mind if I ask what you aim to do up here? We're pretty far from ... anything."

Tamsin Hall

"Oh, nonono," she says. "I don't mean, not steady, just - a few days and nights here and there over this next month. We'll probably stay in the city a bit, and we've got one of his kin we can stay with too while we find a spot. It's just," and Tamsin pauses, her eyebrows drawn together, while she takes a sip and while she thinks. There're clouds. Moody, little clouds; just a lick of wistful, solemn tarnish.

"Thing is, Calden, we came back to tell his kin that her sister is dead. We're here in the area for her, but I want her to be able to grieve without thinking that her sister's battle-mates are waiting for her like a hive of full of answers to kick with questions. For Heck's sake, and hers. Does that make sense?"

Tamsin Hall

ooc: er, like a hive full of answers. strike that extra 'of.' this is not a time when tamsin is being all "um, uh, um" *fist-shake*

Calden White

Something in Calden's face changes. Death the dogged shadow, he thinks. "Sorry to hear about your packmate's kin," he says quietly. "And it makes sense. You're welcome to come by whenever you need. Fridge is usually stocked too. If it's not, we have a little vegetable patch outside, and a chicken coop. I'd be obliged if you didn't kill my stock, though.

"Come on," he adds. "I'll show you the guest suite. It's downstairs. Your packmate coming around tonight?"

Tamsin Hall

He's sorry to hear. Tamsin nods - echo of her other-names, the one she hasn't given the kin-man, in her eyes. Cinder. Furious. But she presses the edge of the water cup against her mouth, hiding it. There's something about water near the eyes, they're allowed to get liquid; to en-shadow, and then the water takes the tarnish away, time to move on.

Her eyebrows go right up, shocked, when he says he'd be obliged if they didn't kill his stock, and she asks in a tone of fascinated horror, "Has that happened before? Really? What's the messiest mess you've ever had a guest make? Uh," this 'uh,' quick, deep: "Hopefully that's a different tale than the 'oh yeah it happened before' one you might've been about to drop. Thanks," she says, again, following Calden where-ever he will. "And probably not. Probably come by tomorrow night. There's a thing we're scoping out."

Calden White

"None of my guests have ever taken a bite out of my cattle," he says. "I've had wolves passing through kill a cow or a steer, though. Maybe they were starved, maybe their instinct just got the better of them. I try not to take it personally. As for the biggest mess from a guest -- it's hard to top my brothers and I after Christmas turkey and too much eggnog. They don't live here anymore, so," he smiles, "I count 'em as guests."

He leads her, as it turns out, toward the staircase -- pausing to nod toward the couches, the hearth, the windows, the deck encircling the back of the house. "You're welcome to hang out here," he says, "though the game room downstairs is probably more fun."

And, descending the stairs: "A 'thing', huh? Wouldn't have anything to do with the Dancer pack all the Garou down in Denver are riled up about, would it?"

Tamsin Hall

Reflective: "I don't know. Cattle aren't really good hunting, are they? They're just. They're just sweet-eyed, slow, stinky hamburgers, and - oh shiioot, I'm sorry. But maybe they were just dicks. People, even wolf-people, are dicks just because they're dicks sometimes. And that story needs work. But don't worry." Here, a quick smile, anxious-eyed and shy (and behind the anxious-eyed shyness, that sharp and kind've dark sense of humor again). "I won't try to give you one. It'd be rude." The way Tamsin goes down the stairs is this: one hand on the ballustrade or the railing or on the wall (fingerprints, whoops), toe first. She perks up a bit at mention of a 'game room,' though after the initial perk up there's a touch of wariness replacing it. Maybe he means the hunting head room? but no, no he doesn't, and dead things don't frighten her anymore, it's just the stiff unnatural staring that -

Maybe there's a PS3. Hope.

The Dancer pack all the Garou down in Denver are riled up about, he says, and Tamsin frowns, giving Calden a side-long look: "Y'know, I don't know if they're connected. Maybe. It's a thing about a Church. You haven't heard of it before; the Church of the Covenant?"

Calden White

"We're Irish Catholics, supposedly," Calden says, all wry, "and that's why I've got four brothers, three uncles and an aunt, and eight great-aunts and -uncles. That's about all the religion I can tolerate.

"If you haven't heard, though, some Dancer pack that terrorized the greater Denver metro area resurfaced. Last time they were around they took out three or four times their number before they were finally chased off. Or before they got tired of it and left. So far their comeback's already claimed ... well," there's a shadow in his eyes, a grimace on his face. "Probably better for you to ask the folks down at the Septs. They'd have the up-to-date info.

"I'll give you my friend Eva's number, though. She's a lawyer, lives down in Denver. Shadow Lord kin, not one of Stag's. Good woman, though; knows more about things than some of the Garou."

And lo: the game room. It's unmistakable, if only because there's an enormous red-felt billiards table down here. And a sectional couch. And a flatscreen TV on the wall. No decapitated heads ... although there was a ram over the fireplace upstairs.

"Your room's this way." He nods her down the hall, nudging the door open. It's a nice room. Not huge, but nice; well-furnished, tasteful, albeit simple. Rustic. "There's a bathroom in there. The door locks from the inside if you want a little privacy. I'll get you a key for the sliding door in case you guys get here late and I'm not up to let you in.

"If you guys figure something out about the Church of the Covenant," he adds, "let me know, will you? Just so I know who and what to avoid."

Tamsin Hall

Tamsin pays Calden assiduous attention. Solemn, again. Grave-eyed, serious-faced stag's daughter, heroine-in-the-works. "I'll do that. But I'm pretty much always going to want to hear what whoever I'm talking to's heard, even if maybe another source has heard more or different." Hesitation. "Did--well. I'm certain a family like yours, blood-deep ties rooted in the land, a home," wistful, wistful, behind the sigh that to be fair is more distracted than actually melancholy, "have people who look out for you. But if you need anything--"

she breaks off, abruptly. Then says, fiercely: "I'm sorry. This is stupid. I don't know how to properly say to a grown guy hey, you're my kin, and if you've got a problem tell me so I can help, because I want to help. I don't know how to say: I know I sound like a girl and all but please do it anyway if you need. Even if you're not sure you need, or want, but think that maybe. Because I'm - well, because. If anything happens, just: I'll be here. Even if I'm not here, once we've settled more." There's a lyrical core to Tamsin Hall, and even raw like this, it's there, it shows.

She kind of ruins it by being raw, but also by perking up more (out've the fog of solemnity, of grim, grave, consideration) at the sight of a REAL BED. The room looks like a palace to her, clearly, and she quickly at him, bouncing over to the bed and sitting on it way-too-hard, and the bounce says: yay mattress. But she's careful of the glass of water, which is mostly empty now anyway--she drains what's left.

"Thanks. And we will. We're Celduin, by the way. Celduin, the River Running."

Beat. "Um. So you said the refrigerator is always stocked right?"

Calden White

It probably doesn't help that Calden's mouth, though he tries hard to repress it, begins to slant toward a smile. He knows what she's getting at. A man his age -- and that age is likely far closer to twice hers than it is to her own -- with ties so deep in the state, the Nation, the tribe: a man like him must have heard this before from any number of other Garou. Most of them young, perhaps, and earnest. Good-hearted, before the war wears them down.

She stalls on the words. She starts over. She's suddenly fierce, and she gets it out, and the smile melds into something a little less amused, a little more -- well. Touched, maybe. Calden puts a hand on her shoulder. It's a big hand, work-roughened; he's a goddamn cowboy, after all. And it's a warm, friendly sort of hand; a kinship implied in the touch, as much as it's implied in the faint red cast of their hair. The not-quite-bland-Americanness of their names.

"I appreciate it," he says. "And same goes for you. That's what family's for, right? Helping each other."

He lets her walk into the guest room, which -- for the next month or so, at least -- will be her room. For his part, he remains at the door, shoulder to the jamb. She'll find the sheets clean, the bed soft. She's not the very first guest to sleep there, but this wing of the house must have been remodeled fairly recently. There's still a new smell to the furniture; a new gleam to the faucets in the bathrooms. She'll find thick towels in there, and a whole drawerful of toothpaste and new toothbrushes. It's not quite a luxury hotel room, but -- it's clear Calden is prepared for visitors and passer-throughs.

He takes the empty glass from her. Celduin, she says. The River Running. "We're the Whites," he says. There's an echo of ritual here, just as her request of water -- and his fulfillment of it -- was a dim shade of ritual in and of itself. "The Tribe Mac Faoitigh, we were. We're glad to have Celduin under our roof. Let me know if you need anything.

"And yeah," he appends, a smiling afterthought. "Almost always."

Tamsin Hall

[And lo, there did come a day when Damon and Jess actually finished a scene in one sitting.]

Tamsin Hall

[And the Angels on High went: Hallelujah, while those living rather Lower went: Wait, what? Shit, who was supposed to be on duty?]

Tamsin Hall

[And it was Good.]

Calden White

[LMAO. I JUST SAW THIS. THANKS FOR THE RP.]

Saturday, June 22, 2013

mindful.

Avery Chase

Calden brings her cocoa when they're at the gas station. Avery, it turns out, knows how to pump her own gas. She's standing outside of that bouncy white mini-SUV, her shoulders now wrapped in a light pink pashmina, her hair down and windswept, when he brings her that little paper cup with its little paper wrap and its little plastic lid. She smiles at him, tendrils on her cheek, and kisses him when she takes it from his hand. It never occurs to her to feel awkward that he's of another tribe, that he's older than she is, that she's so very far from where she lives and really, things like this are hard to work out when you only see each other a couple of times a month or when something horrible happens.

She doesn't drink the cocoa, but she takes it. It sits, sipped once or twice and then forgotten, in the cup holder of her car. It's ungracious to refuse a gift, especially a gift of food or drink. Especially from a Fianna. She leaves it there when they get to his house, which she's only been to once. It was colder then. It's cool now, though. Nightfall brings a chill to the desertlands and foothills, even when the days are unbearably hot and sap all moisture right out of your skin.

Avery has a little overnight bag in dusky blue and red-gold jacquard, that she carries at her side but yields gracefully if Calden wants to carry it. It isn't heavy. They go in quietly once they meet at the door, and Avery is as careful to be quiet when they walk through this time as when she met him here two months ago. She remembers the kitchen, smiles wryly as he quickly gets food together. Always wanting to feed people. Or her. And he carries that in one hand, and she switches her overnight bag to her other so she can link their fingers, and she is quiet as a lamb when they take the stairs. He gives her a quiet version of the upstairs tour that, she knows, he wanted to give her the other time. Surely he did. There's rarely been a time between them that Avery hasn't noticed the subtle threads of Calden's behavior with her. It's iconic. It's primordial. It's quite... male.

here, I will give you meat.I will show you my den; isn't it large? isn't it comfortable? isn't it safe?let me build you a fire. I know how to make fire.

Inside what Avery might call his innermost retreat, she breathes in deeply, holds the air, then exhales slowly. She turns, tracking her eyes along the walls, the windows, the terrace, the four-poster that reminds her of her own bed in its size and luxury. He's far from a cowboy sleeping on a straw mattress in the barn with his stock. She bends her knees gently as he's setting the food down, laying her bag on the carpet by her feet. The pashmina slips from her shoulders to her elbows, then she lays it softly over the back of one of the sofas. He doesn't remember her washing her feet and changing into those little flats, but she did, and she steps out of them when he tells her to make herself comfortable.

Avery is quiet behind him. But he hears the zipper of her dress when it goes down, and he hears the rustle as it slips down her body to fall in a white puddle at her feet. Perhaps he looks. Sees her stepping out of that puddle like the Lady leaving the Lake. Her bra is, to accomodate the strapless style of the sundress, a simple but elegant white bustier. Her underwear is satin and lace. More of the latter than the former, but enough of the former to conceal her, to hide her, to hint at her.

She shakes her hair out, lifting her hands and ruffling her fingers through it.

Avery Chase

[UGH JOVE. I put LINE BREAKS IN.]

Calden White

Calden does look. But not for a second. There's a second when he's on one knee before the fireplace, his back to the room and to the lady, his hands occupied. There's that one second when he hears the zipper come down, and a secret little smile flickers across his mouth.

Then he sets a third split-log onto the grate. And he turns, still crouching, elbow over knee now; a long-nosed lighter in hand. Her dress has turned into a puddle. She's still out of it. He's smiling at her, faint and wry, and she can tell he's on the verge of some quietly teasing little comment --

How am I supposed to concentrate on building a fire?

-- something of the sort. He doesn't get there, though. She shakes her hair out. She doesn't just shake it out; she lifts her hands, bends her elbows; something about the movement of her fingers and the slender tone of her biceps, something about her bare shoulders and her elegant bustier

strips the moisture from his mouth, sends his heart hammering. He isn't smiling anymore. He's looking at her hungrily, starvedly, his throat moving as he swallows.

The task of lighting a fire is accomplished, though barely, and halfassedly. He twists the gas knob, he lights the burner. Let the wood catch or not as it pleases. Calden folds the lighter and sets it aside, dusts his hands off the best he can. He doesn't want to leave smudges on her lovely white lingerie, after all. As he comes across the room to her he pulls that shirt off like it burns him to leave it on; drops his pants when he's still a good armsreach from her. Stands on one foot, then the other, to peel his socks off. His eyes are on her, and now he's found his humor again, found it somewhere and transduced it to that quirking, lopsided little smirk on his face. His watch comes off next. And last, his boxers, the elastic pulled away from his body and pushed down, dropping.

Bare as the day he was born, though so much larger and huskier now, Calden reaches Avery at last. He scoops her up, he walks backwards with her, he all but throws himself down on his bed and on his back, smiling up at her as his hands smooth up her body, over her bustier. There's almost a hesitation -- as though to make anticipation build -- before his hands reach her breasts. Even through her lingerie he sighs at the feel of her. His palms cup her tits, lift them.

"You did that on purpose," he accuses softly, smiling. "That thing with your hair."

Avery Chase

Avery drops her dress, and steps out of it, and after a beat, Calden turns, that smirk at the corner of his mouth ready to blossom fully. She shakes out her hair, ruffles it, and that expression vanishes like the fey to the forest. It's her turn: she smiles, slow, and it grows to a conquering smirk of her own. So he rises, and strips himself down as he comes to her, doesn't step into her presence until he's naked, and she laughs as he picks her up, turns, flops them both onto her bed quite unceremoniously.

He is on his back. She kneels over him, sits on him, while he immediately starts to paw at her. She wonders if he notices the stitch in his brow when he fills his hands with her breasts, even though he mostly feels the padded silk in between his palms and her flesh.

She did that on purpose. That thing with her hair.

Avery only smirks. "I had to do something," she says, her voice lazy and her body growing heavy on his lap. Her hips roll once, thoughtlessly, stroking that strip of satin between her legs over his flesh, which has no such decadent covering. "You were right on the verge of forgetting your promise, and I wouldn't want you to be an oathbreaker, darling."

Calden White

"Well," Calden says, smirking up at her, "I thank you for saving my virtue at the expense of my virtue."

She rubs against him. He loses his train of thought. He loses every thought in his head, his eyes darkening, his lips parting, that stitch returning to his brow. He groans: so softly that she'd almost miss it if it weren't so quiet in his room. The only sound are the ones they make, and the crackling of the fire.

She rests a little more heavily against him. Just a scrap of satin between. Calden's teeth catch his lip. He looks up at her, his hands rubbing across the bare skin between her panties and her bustier. "Come here," he whispers. "I'll take that off for you."

Avery Chase

She scoffs at that, "Your honesty is one of the only virtues you have, sweetheart: that and industry," as she's lifting her arms up over her head to push her hair back again. Mercifully, she doesn't shake it out, but she runs her fingers through it, sighing as he careses her. They aren't rushing. Nevermind that she told him to fuck her right when they arrived. Nevermind that she dropped her dress and he pulled off all of his clothes within two minutes of getting into his bedroom. They're loose, they're lazy, they're even quietly playful right now. It's a far cry from the way they were the only other time she's been here; no one is joking about thick walls.

Avery strokes herself against him. Her eyes, briefly turned toward the ceiling as she touched her hair, swivel downward to look at him again as the light in his eyes grows keen and sharp. A log snaps; the fire is taking to it. She wonders how hot it's going to get in here. Calden offers, ever so virtuously, to take something off for her.

Her eyebrows lift. "What? This?" she asks, reaching behind her back and carefully undoing several clasps, hookandeye, hookandeye, hookandeye over and over again as the bustier loosens, opens, slips. Her hand takes it, loses it to the side. It slips off the bed and onto the floor; Avery smirks at him. "I've got it."

Calden White

Calden's laugh sounds like a pant. "You're a devilish woman," he says, but that doesn't stop him from running his hands up her body. "You're out to drive me mad."

Her skin is maddeningly smooth. He groans aloud when he gets his hands on her breasts, the muscles in his thighs and his abdomen clenching as he sits up abruptly. His hands are caught between them for a moment. He leans into her, kisses her, fairly eats at her mouth for a long, mmphing moment.

Then his mouth leaves hers. His hands wrap around her, he pulls her close, he pulls her body against his. He's so very hard now: his cock jumping against her cunt as he rubs his hands up her back. Presses her closer.

"God, those tits," he mutters, and then

he's urging her up, up on her knees, even though her weight leaving her lap -- her pussy leaving his cock -- makes him groan against her skin again. He's kissing her as she rises, kissing her neck and then her shoulder, kissing her upper chest. Pausing, looking up at her, watching her, the corner of his mouth just starting to tilt in a smile

as he starts to tongue her breast. Lays these soft, sucking kisses against her nipple, escalating, his arms folding behind her waist; holding her there as his eyes close to his utter, mindless, devotional enjoyment. He makes this sound, this long, drawn-out mmm, his hand reaching down into her panties to push them down, push them aside, push them away so he can rub his fingertips between her lips.

Avery Chase

At the first, she pouts. "Devilish," she starts to say, mortally wounded, but his hands running up her sides makes her shiver. He kisses her and anything else she might have said is stolen from her, plucked from this reality and given to another. Her arms start to come around him, hands smoothing over his shoulders, dragging fingertips down his back. She sucks on his tongue; she sucks softer on his lower lip when he draws back.

Calden wants to suck on her breasts. He wants her up, up, and that pout comes back, harsher now, as she grinds herself down on his lap, refusing. "No," she says, a bit of a whine to it, though not much. She presses herself right against that firm cock, that throbbing cock, squirming on it. Surely he might groan at the loss of her, but Avery is wiser than he is. She isn't about to deprive herself of that. He urges her. She swats his side, gasping as her hips give a slow grind onto him. "No," she repeats, firmer, losing her breath a bit at the end of the syllable.

Calden White

Oh, Calden doesn't complain -- much. He doesn't have much room for complaining. His mouth opens on hers. It's not a kiss but a rush of breath, a pant, a gasp, a soft and nearly unvoiced ah! Her nails run over his back. She swats him. He laughs shakily, and she grinds, and he

almost

loses his mind.

"You complain when I don't give those tits proper attention," he breathes, "and then you won't let me pay attention to them. Don't you want me to lick your tits, Miss Chase?" He stops trying to urge her up. He pushes his hands down into her panties instead. Crudely put: he grabs her ass, he squeezes her cheeks, he smirks at her with his mouth a breath from hers. "Or maybe that lovely pussy."

Avery Chase

"I wasn't complaining," she pants, rolling against him again, holding to him. That one scrap of satin and lace is all that's stopping them from already fucking, they both know that, but she's not moving off of him to get them off. In the meantime, they move as though they already are. They move together like they know each other. In a way, they do. "I just thought --" a gasp, there, interruptive, "-- you'd --"

Avery gives up. He's massaging her ass, her tits pressed up against his chest, her back arched. It's lovely. It's all quite lovely. She kisses him, full and deep and wet on his rich mouth, sighing into it, one hand sliding up his spine to bury her fingers in his back.

She was going to tell him all she wants is him. She doesn't. She just groans into his mouth, holding him by the hair, while the fire crackles.

Calden White

She just thought he'd --

the thought goes unfinished. She kisses him. Sighs into it. He presses her to him, pulls her right against him as he takes that kiss, drinks it in, gives it back. Her hands in his hair, then. And his body turning, falling back, rolling. The bedframe creaks quietly. He lays her out on it, his body covering hers. Firelight is warm on his flank, on his side, on the stretch of his arm over her, his hand cupping the top of her head, and then the back of it as he lifts her to kiss her.

His other hand is at her hip. The fingers curl under the waistband of her panties. "Lift up," he whispers, in one of those rare moments they're not kissing one another. "Let me get these off."

And if she does: he peels them down, those artful little shreds of white satin and lace, the former so smooth the callouses on his fingers catch in the material; the latter delicate, brushing his knuckles as he pulls her lingerie down, down past her thighs, down past her knees, kicks them all the way down off her feet and off the edge of the bed.

He settles over her, then. Settles between her thighs in a few heavy, solid shifts of his weight. She holds him by the hair, and he tucks his hands under her head: a gentle, sweet sort of mirroring. They take their time with each other, even if she made him promise as soon as, even if he stripped himself naked so fast one might've thought there was a prize for it. They take their time now, and he kisses her like he loves the taste of her,

which he does,

and he moves against her in these slow, long slides, pressing to her, sliding over her, grinding against her until he's hot and hard and slick and wet, until he's panting quietly, his lips falling to her neck.

"Ready?" he whispers: careful with her now; not reckless.

Avery Chase

They kiss like breathing. Avery seems to half-expect to find herself falling, a descent like drowning. She goes so easily to his bed that she seems molten. He finds her moving in a single beautiful arc, fluid, and white fabric of varying types slides from her hips, down her thighs and past her calves, off her ankles. Avery only watches him, laid back on his comforter, waiting for him to cover her again, which

she knows he will. She knows he won't stay away very long. And he doesn't. His hair seems darker in this light, the traces of red only visible when caught by the firelight. Avery lifts her hands, her arms, smooths her fingers into his hair again, her eyes dark with drowsiness, with desire, her thighs parting to give him a place to be, giving him a place he finds and fits himself into.

For a moment, her hair in his hands, Calden can see her eyes close. Avery luxuriates in the sensation of him pressed to her, captured by her thighs, held firm and heated against her. Her thighs open by degrees; he whispers in her ear and she shivers, her hands running down from his neck and down his sides. She luxuriates, too, in the fineness of the body he's presenting to her: the tuck and fold of muscle, the rough warmth of his skin, the intimation of hard bone holding him all together from within.

And her fingers curl under, and her fingernails stroke lightly, lightly up his flank. She kisses him, as slick strokes against him with every flex of his hips. She doesn't say yes. She says: I want you.

Calden White

So he takes her. Or he gives himself to her. Or perhaps there's really no difference. Her nails over his skin brings a shiver to him, every time. Makes the hairs on his arms stand pleasantly on end. Makes his nipples tighten, makes his eyes darken.

She kisses him. It's so luxurious. He enters her in the midst of it, his mouth open to hers; their tongues touching and parting and twining again. Her back arches. His mouth falls to her neck, to her chest, and for a moment there he has his wish: his hands palm-flat to the bed, fingers curling against the sheet; his mouth on her breasts, inhaling her nipple into his mouth. He sucks at her for a moment, moaning muffled into that ravenous caress until

she tightens her fingers in his hair. Pulls him back up to her.

He takes his time. It takes a few strokes, slow and dragging and deliriously good, before he fills her as thoroughly as he can. And then he rests a while, just like that, their bodies locked together and conjoined, his pulse a tangible thing in his chest, in his biceps flanking her body; inside her. He kisses her again. They can't stop kissing each other. They kiss

like breathing.

Then she urges him on. Her fingernails on his back, or her hands gripping his ass; her legs loosening and rewrapping and tightening again around him. He moves into her, and this time it's a little more solid, a little more powerful; enough to make a short exhale grunt out of him. This kiss is a little more ferocious, too. She reaches back to grasp the edge of the mattress. His hand follows her arm, traces her wrist, finds her fingers; covers them.

He levers up a little higher, and now there's enough room between that they can see each other. They watch each other: their faces, their eyes, the strength and strain in his body, the resilience in hers. Their mouths opening to breathe, to pant, to cry out. Their eyes closing, or opening, or meeting, or locking. There's sweat on the side of his face now. It's warm in here from the fire. From what they're doing. Behind him, the vaulted ceiling; the large windows out to the blue-black night. Beneath her: the spread of his bed, those sheets that smell like him, that lighter summer comforter in its dark, earth-toned cover.

Calden comes back to her near the finish. He comes back down, and he wraps her in those heavy arms. He holds her close, almost closer than either of them can bear, and where every other time he's accelerated, he's hit her harder and faster, rougher,

this time is different. He slows. There's something so deliberate about it. Deep and slow and sure and firm, gasping on every entry, groaning past her ear as he slides into her. His hands grasp at her back; one fits beneath the curve of her spine, pulls her up against him, seals their bodies that much more perfectly. He kisses her neck at the end of his stroke. He grinds into her. He pulls her mouth to his shoulder as he feels her starting to shudder, and he moves into her again. Just like that. Again and again, adoring, patient, primordial.

Avery Chase

There's something different this time. And not just different from 'usual', where they're sordid and nigh unto pornographic with each other. It's even different from that night at her place, after she was torn apart inside trying to starve her desire to be alone so she could feed her desire to be near him, when she slipped over him and whispered in his ear that she was wet for him, she wanted him, and made love to him.

That's what it was. That's what this is. Her legs to either side of him hold him but not tightly; she wants to feel him move. She wants him to keep kissing her and no, she doesn't let him linger long at her breasts. She pulls him up and hooks her arms under his arms, holding him close, but yes, yes, still free to move, over her, in her, til she forgets her name and her tribe and his name and everything beyond the simple and vital thing that they are doing with their bodies.

It's everything to her then. Even the firelight, and the smell of that fire, are a part of it. She moans and he does not shush her; she arches and holds him tighter between her thighs, holds him tighter inside, and he gasps, arching his own back to fit himself a little deeper in her, to answer that pull with surrender, with seeking, with something. Sooner or later her mouth opens, panting softly, unuttered words drowning in that breathlessness, lost in that ever-increasing rhythm between them.

Avery feels too hot to the touch. She lets him hold her but she sprawls her arms upward, outward, her legs open to either side of him. Her fingers grasp at the covers, rucking them up into her palms, creating piles to hold onto, to transmute some of her energy from heart to shoulders to arms to hands. When he slows, she groans, loud as she has this entire night, loud enough to carry, but just that once. She didn't think this was what she wanted, just then, but he draws it out. He drags himself from her and then slides into her again, making her clutch at him right at the very edge of her orgasm, making her buck under him, making her sweat. When Calden's hand slides to her lower back she's coming already, slow and long and torturous, and when he gives himself over, staying where he is and grinding that way into her, hard into her, she lets out a gasping, blasphemous,

oh,god,fuck!

as her legs close around him, wrap around him, hold onto him even if her arms can't bear to. She links her ankles over his flank, moaning low and soft and honey-sweet, grinding back against him, working her orgasm out onto him, under him, biting her lower lip between her teeth when she remembers shh, shh, she's in someone else's house.

Calden White

She's in someone else's house. And not just a random someone, but Calden White: gentleman, cowboy, barbarian. And not just in his house, but upstairs, on that floor only he ever goes to. In his room. In his bed, with her limbs wrapped all around him, breathing in moans and blasphemies.

She crests. Like that. And there's a moment where he wants to hold back. Where he wants to make this about her, only her; focus on her, give her that pleasure, that climax, that orgasm. It doesn't last, that moment. It's something about the way she clutches at him. Something about the invocation she looses past his ear, god and fuck elevated to the same level; something about the way her legs

close around him. Pull him in, and pull him close, and pull him deep until his hand flattens against the mattress -- as though he could, like this, brace against the havoc in his body.

This time he bites her. This time it's his teeth, his flat human teeth that cannot become dagger-sharp, that press into her skin at the crest of his orgasm. He seizes her gently but firmly; he holds her like that, moaning against her shoulder, moving into her as she works her own pleasure out on him. It seems to go on forever, a sustained shockwave that keeps echoing through him, coming through again every time she squeezes him inside, every time she rolls her hips, every time he pushes into her.

And then she's biting her lip. Hushing herself. And he's laughing, laughing soft and low and breathless even as those last sweet clenches of her cunt threaten to drive him entirely out of his mind. Laughing not at her but out of some simple and pure joy as she quiets; as he relaxes.

She goes boneless. He collapses over her. His chest heaves against hers; his sides move, a trickle of sweat traces down the dip of his spine. He rolls his brow against hers, panting. Kisses her, then. Kisses her softly and tenderly; very gently indeed, even though every slide, every squeeze, every shift makes him gasp. Makes him moan. It goes on a long time. His tongue traces the seam of her lips; he sucks at that so-recently bitten lower lip of hers. He kisses her beneath her lips, too, and in the subtle indent of her philtrum. He kisses her until

gradually

her breathing evens out. Her heart stops pounding inside her chest, in the bracket of his arms, against his hands pressed against her back and his chest pressed against hers. His heart slows from its gallop. Becomes a deep rhythm in his arteries, a drumbeat all its own.

Avery Chase

He drew her mouth to his shoulder when she started to come. It was as though he was urging her, please, use her teeth, bite him, mark him somehow. And she wanted to. The instinct to bite him, nip at him, subtly dominant and subtly claiming and not-at-all-subtly erotic, is as strong in her as the instinct to lead, to stand, to speak truth. But right now, something else overcomes that instinct, that desire. She wants to see him. He's watching her, right when she crests, and she looks back at him, opens her eyes and holds his there as long as she can, until a new wave hits her, tips her head back, drags her under. She moans again, her thighs tightening to either side of him, her breath coming in ragged, needful pants of air.

So Calden uses his teeth, instead. He clutches at the bed beneath them and grasps her in his jaw, tattooing a groan in her flesh along with the mark of his bite. Avery sees stars, sees the heavens open, and for a moment, she thinks that her heart will give out. Then she remembers that she has felt that before; it was not like this.

Nothing is like this.

--

Avery whimpers. Calden laughs.

They are melted together, solidifying again only slowly, when the push of their breath outlines their ribs, delineates the space between them. Avery releases her lips, licks them. Her eyes are closed but she feels Calden's face next to hers, his brow to hers, his mouth seeking hers. She kisses him loosely at first, then softly. Then slowly, deeply, pausing to gasp for air every so often. Then her arms slowly unfurl from where they were grasping at the sheets. She tucks them in close, working herself more fully into the embrace of his chest and his framing arms, despite the heat, turning into his neck to rest her face there, panting against him.

For a long time her chest moves, taking deeper and steadier pulls of air. They hold each other: Calden with her in his arms, Avery with him in her legs. There is a crackling, hearty fire burning now in his hearth. There is water and meat and bread if they want it. But neither of them say a word. Not yet. Neither of them so much as move; not away from each other, at least.

Calden White

An age goes by like that. Their bodies together. Their faces close. Their breath mingling, their limbs wrapped around each other. An eon could go by like this, and Calden would be thoroughly content.

Still; at some point they have to move. Calden has to move -- has to roll off of her before he squishes her entirely. And he does: glacial, continent-slow, sliding, weighing into the bed, rolling her with him until the mattress carries his weight more than she does.

Doesn't mean they're far apart. Or even apart at all. They're still together, still close and all tangled up, face to face. His hand comes gently to her cheek, his thumb stroking her skin, tracing to the corner of her mouth. Then falls: strokes past her shoulder, down her arm. Lays his forearm, finally, over her waist -- heavy and warm, a gentle weight keeping her near to him.

"Don't go back tomorrow," he whispers. "Stay the weekend with me."

Avery Chase

Every so often, Calden's cock throbs inside of her. At first it makes her gasp and squirm faintly, which makes him pant raggedly and push into her a little more, even though it kills him to do so. Then she clenches and he gasps and it goes on like that, unbearable and irresistible. And then later, it only makes her drowsily sigh, happily, shifting gently beneath him. They gradually still entirely, even their breathing growing softer, softer, even and steady and light. Avery can feel his contentment wrapped around her like a blanket. She can feel him wrapped around her like a blanket. So she makes a soft noise, protesting, when he moves away, even though the first waft of new air fills her lungs more deeply, makes her feel more awake. Still: she sleepily, contentedly turns with him, lying on her side, her eyes looking at him for a moment then drifting closed.

Avery's eyes are blinded thus as he touches her, cupping her cheek and touching her with that rough, calloused thumb. Ropes, gloves, barn doors, meat -- these are things he touches, and often. He seldom feels anything under his hand as soft as she is. Even the velvety coat of one of his animals isn't like this. It isn't smooth like she is.

Her eyes slowly open again, and capture him looking at her.

What he says makes her laugh. Her eyes crinkle at the corners and she laughs, breathy and terribly amused. "There's a moot, you fool," she murmurs fondly. To punctuate her tone, rather than the words themselves, she leans over, arms tucked between their chests, kissing him tenderly. Her eyes sparkle where, just moments before, they were limpid with relaxation.

"And I really shouldn't come back after that, either," she whispers, tenderness morphing into gentleness. "It's... confusing."

Calden White

Moot. Oh yes. He'd forgotten entirely. She can see he's forgotten: the flash of amused chagrin that crosses his eyes. "I f--" he begins, but then: her mouth on his, and his relaxing into the kiss. "Mmm."

They come apart again, just enough to see each other. He smiles, though then -- she tells him she shouldn't come back after, either. Which he was just about to suggest. His smile falters just a little. His crest falls just a little. His arm still rests over her, though, and thoughtlessly he strokes the inside of his wrist over her waist, again and again, slowly, mesmerized by the very feel of her. Very few things in his life feel as soft, as fine, as she feels. Then again; very few things in his life are as potentially dangerous as she can be -- though sometimes, he suspects the danger is more to his heart than anything else. She's never, not for a moment, made him feel unsafe. Or lessened. Or forgotten. He's never for a moment thought she might.

"Confusing?" he whispers back. "I don't understand."

Avery Chase

Sometimes it seems that he can't keep his hands off of her for very long at all. He touches her with his hands but when those prove too insensitive to her softness, he switches to his inner wrist, his eyes flickering with the hypnotized fascination he seems to feel.

It makes her feel inexplicably tender toward him.

For a moment, Avery thinks he's playing dumb, trying to pretend for some reason or another that there's no reason at all why she might not want to stay, or come back, or spend too much time with him all at once. He has seen how much stock she puts into her own living space, at least the living space she's invited him to -- she didn't decorate it, she's going to move out of it in an eyeblink. But this is his home. This is his land, his home, his floor, his room, his bed, his arms, and she knows the primality of what he is doing here, sees it with an almost cool analysis even as it tugs at her: he is showing her how safe and warm his den is. He wants to show her how strong he is. He wants to feed her, and show her that he can feed her, and take care of her, and he's quite intent that she know how well he can please her with his mouth and his hands and his body. It is intriguingly erotic to her, touching some dark and animal place in her that responds almost involuntarily: yes, she thinks sometimes, lazily and sleepily, you would be a very fine mate, I can see that.

If Calden wanted to pretend he doesn't know why she might be confused by spending the weekend in his house, she would understand why. But though her brows stitch together for a second there, she doesn't think he's playing dumb or pretending. Maybe he just...

well. She doesn't know.

"Because," Avery says quietly, "of... what this is. And what it isn't. And what I am and am not prepared for." There's a beat of a pause, a small shake of her head. "And because I don't want to be careless with you, and cause you inadvertent harm."

Calden White

A faint little smile flickers across his mouth. There's not much mirth in it, really. "I thought it might have been something like that," he says. "I just wasn't sure what you meant by 'confusing' -- to me or to you, or... to both of us."

Calden draws a breath, then. It's slow, and it's steady, and it expands his chest against hers. It's his hand on her side again, the callouses on his palm scratching gently over her skin. He watches his hand's progress. He watches the shadows on her body change as she breathes, and after some time

he looks at her eyes again. Leans in; kisses that lovely, generous mouth of hers.

"I'm not confused about what we are," he whispers. "I'm not confused about where you are, either. But Avery, I'd be lying if I said this was just ... casual fun for me." His hand pauses a second. His brow furrows. "Please don't be frightened by that."

Avery Chase

Both of them. That's what she meant. And Avery nods a little at that. She's still so close to him, and that alone is saying something, when she is so quick to draw away from anything that makes her wary. She senses him leaning in; she welcomes that kiss that was presaged by his hand's touch on her naked side.

They part. Her eyes find his, hold them, the way they always do, commanding without even trying.

"I get confused about what we are," she answers, softly. "And where I am. And it does frighten me."

Her hand reaches out, gently touching his lower lip. She smiles at the way it feels against the pad of her thumb, flexible and pliant. It's an odd little smile for an odd little gesture. Then her eyes stop watching his mouth, her hand on his mouth, and move back to his gaze. Her smile dies a natural death, slow but sad.

"Spending one night with you doesn't make me want to run away," she tells him. "But a night and a day, another night... it starts to cause me unease. I do so enjoy your company, Calden," Avery adds, with that earnest assurance that seems to come from the depths of her heart, the words almost physical in the air with the gravity she gives them, "and you mustn't think otherwise. But I need to go quite slow. Slower even than that."

Calden White

Calden's mouth moves beneath her fingertips. He kisses the pads of her fingers, and then -- with a breath as deep as a sigh -- he wraps his arm around her, pulls her closer. Pulls her to rest on his chest as he rolls onto his back, exhaling.

And then he's quiet a while, thinking. He tucks his free hand behind his head, looking up at the exposed rafters that support the ceiling. It's too hot in this room for covers. He should get up, he should turn the gas off, at least. Let the wood burn down by itself. Maybe crack a window open... pour some water. He doesn't move, though.

"When this started," he says quietly, "you didn't want to push me too fast, so you let me call you when I wanted, and never the other way around. Should we turn that around now? Would it be easier if I wait for you to call me, or at least wait for you to tell me if and when you want to come home with me, and how long you want to stay if you do?"

Avery Chase

As he rolls onto his back, they slide apart. Avery sighs quietly at the departure as she lays on her side and rests her head on his chest. One arm unfolds and drapes over his ribs, splayed loose in deference to the heat that surrounds them, and builds between them. Calden doesn't answer for a bit, and she is grateful for it, closing her eyes and curling against him as her body slowly remembers itself as a separate entity. It feels comforting, strengthening, solidifying. She strokes his side, just at the edge of ticklish.

Avery smiles, and huffs a soft laugh. He isn't teasing, and she knows it, but she nuzzles his side and shakes her head a bit. "That wasn't because I didn't want to push you too fast. That was because I didn't want to be rejected." Aha. An admission. She opens her eyes again and props herself up on her elbow, hand in her hair, more serious. "And because I didn't want you to be afraid to say no. Even for a moment. I didn't want you to feel hunted."

Her leg lies over his leg, their thighs together. She breathes in, deep, and exhales slowly, moving her hand against him again, stroking his side, reveling in the skin, the muscle, the way he is fitted together. "I don't want to change anything, Calden," she murmurs, and lowers her face closer to his, breathing in his smell, resting her nose and her lips against the line of his jaw. "I just don't want to dishearten you when I tell you that I don't want to stay for a whole weekend." Those lips, brushing his skin as she talks, press a small kiss there instead. She lays back down, resettling herself against his shoulder, his chest, his arm. "And I don't want to rush myself. Even if I'm tempted to."

Calden White

An admission. He registers it, and his lips mouth silently and fleetingly -- a smile that skates across and is gone. Her hand strokes his side. He smiles again a second later, but this time it's because it tickles. His hand traps hers. "Tickles," he whispers.

He lets her go after a moment. And she moves again, but this time her hand strokes more slowly, more heavily. She feels out the muscle and bone, the logic of how he is put together. She tells him what she doesn't want, and what she sort-of-wants but shouldn't be tempted by. His hand follows her arm up to her bicep; strokes her there, thoughtfully, his eyes closing as she kisses the yet-again unshaven angle of his jaw.

"I want you to know," he murmurs, "I've never felt hunted or frightened or pushed by you. Not even when I met you. It was just gut instinct then, but everything I've seen of you tells me I can trust you.

"That's not ... really related to anything we're talking about," he adds, a touch sheepish. "But I wanted you to know."

They resettle. She resettles, and he resettles around her, wrapping his arm around her shoulders and thinking of the night at Ziggie's; the drink he got her; the way she laughed and held onto his wrist and told him no, no, don't be silly. Sit next to me. Put your arms around my shoulders.

"You don't make me feel disheartened or rejected, either," he adds. "You explained, and I understand. It's all right, Avery." A small pause. "Does it make you feel rushed when I ask you things like that, though? Like staying the weekend?"

Avery Chase

She smiles because she's tickling him, whispers a soft sorry, and her hand gently stills under his. Yes, when she moves her hand again, it's slower, heavier, more deeply explorative. They are still wrapped around each other even if they are not entwined together, joined together. They go on touching each other, as though neither is yet entirely sure the other is real. He tells her what he knows about her, or thinks he knows, or at least believes. That she would not hunt him, frighten him, push him, hurt him. He can trust her.

Avery is watching his eyes when he says that. She only smiles when he looks sheepish.

"Okay," she says, at the end. When he says it's all right. He understands, and she doesn't make him feel disheartened, rejected -- what she means is pushed away. Then he asks her another question, a new one. Avery thinks for a moment, then shrugs, and then shakes her head. "I'm not sure. It does, but I don't think it should."

Calden White

"I don't know if you've noticed, but our emotions don't really seem listen to 'shoulds' and 'shouldn'ts'," Calden notes wryly. "For one, I don't think a humble hardworking Son of Stag should be quite so enchanted by a high-flying Daughter of Falcon."

The humor abates. He kisses her where he can reach her: her temple, her hair, her mouth if she gives it to him. "If it made you feel rushed, I'll be mindful of that."

Avery Chase

Mindful. That's the right word for it. Aware, though not ruled by. To bear things in mind as choices are made. She sighs, and smiles, and gives a little nod to him, then simply nuzzles closer. And he lays those kisses soft on her hair and her face and she listens to the fire crackling, that unnecessary, ridiculous fire in the heat of summer.

For a long time, that's all she wants: to lay there, drowsy and draped alongside him, until the desire for water and the urge to snack start rising up in both of them. That's when Avery takes that pastel-orange short silk robe out of her overnight back and wraps it around her body, tying it off at the waist, shaking her hair off her shoulders. They can open the windows, turn off the gas, let the dark night air flow through the room while they eat by the fire. She sits with her bare legs draped over his lap, neatly eating from the platter of meats and cheeses, sipping cool water poured into her glass from a carafe.

They talk about the party they just came from. She tells him a bit about her house and its history, that it used to be stables, laughs when he doesn't remember much of being in there, tells him that he was a surprisingly good guest, for being that ridiculously drunk. She does, however, ask him eventually:

"Is there... some chance that I'll be introduced to your father tomorrow?"

Calden White

Calden does, in fact, bank the fire while Avery gets her robe out of her overnight bag. And of course she'd have a robe: a short silk one at that, and a shade of orange that reminds him of the Sunshine. The non-beer sort.

He's smiling at her from where he kneels by the fire. If she asks him why, he'll tell her: because the robe reminds him of the drink. And because he loves the way she looks. He loves her body, he loves her hair, he loves the effortless way she shakes her hair back, he loves -- a little ridiculously -- the shape of her shoulders and the strength in her thighs. He loves, he loves, he loves.

They have meat and cheese and bread and water. They have a fire that now has the gas off; nothing but the pop and crackle of logs that he's shifted around a little so they burn a little lower, a little slower. The windows are open, and the night outside is cool now. The breeze is a welcome thing. He leans against the wall, and she drapes her legs over his lap. He rubs her shins gently, drinking more than he eats, listening about the history of her house. It used to house horses. She wants to know if she'll meet his father,

and his smile fades a little. That relationship is strained.

"Do you want to?" he asks her quietly.

Avery Chase

It's a common assumption of those who have pleasant relationships with their parents or siblings that everyone has that sort of relationship, or that strain in those relationships is easily fixed by everyone remembering that they're family, and family matters and love and so on. It's common for them to be a little bewildered by those who might not want to introduce someone they are rapidly having Deep Feelings for to their parents, who might not even want their parents to talk to those people.

Avery has no earthly idea that Calden has any struggles at all with his father. She looks a little confused when he asks her if she wants to, her lips parting a bit, her lashes giving a slow blink.

"I only want to be prepared in case I do," she answers delicately. "For example, I don't even recall if your mother and he are divorced or if she's passed." Her tone is gentle; her eyebrows tug together. "Would you rather I not?"

Calden White

Calden's smile looks a little pained. He takes a sip of water, and then he sets the glass carefully aside -- off the rug, on the hardwood.

"My mother died a little over a decade ago." Perhaps it says something that this seems to be the easiest thing to start in on. "My dad ... can't seem to find anything but fault in anything he sees. The neighbors repaired the fence? He's mad that they shifted into our side this time to go around a rock. My cousin Paul makes dinner? He complains that it's too salty. Or not salty enough. Or he hates lettuce or he likes cabbage or ... there's just always something. It's usually small, but it adds up. And since he sees me more than just about anything else, I hear it more than anyone else."

Calden shrugs. For his part, he hasn't put anything on. Not a robe, not a towel, not even a sheet from the bed. Then again, this is his room, in his house, and well out of the view of anyone who wouldn't be expected to see him like this. If he wants to prowl around naked, there really isn't a lot stopping him.

"I don't mind if you meet my dad. I'm a little worried he'll take a shot at you, and then I'll defend your honor and then ... well, god knows what'll come out of his mouth then. You might just have a front row seat to a good old fashioned White Family Shouting Match.

"He probably won't though." Calden's looking across the room, his eyes flickering, his brow knit; thinking. "I don't know. You might run into him in the morning. He usually just putters around in his room these days, but he's nosy as all hell too. So who knows. If you see him, just ... just charm him or something. Pretend you didn't hear from me what a jerk he can be. And if he does start being a jerk, just... just walk away and let us have a shouting match. That's how it usually goes."

Avery Chase

Her brows tug together, as they often do -- that is the way she frowns, brief and beautiful as it is -- when he says his mother died a little over a decade ago. She wants to tell him that this winter her family will be remembering the ten-year anniversary of her mother's death. She wants to tell him that if nothing else, she understands this about him, they share this, but

Avery does not want to interrupt. Or intrude.

Her mouth twists a bit as he describes his father's habit of biting into everything around him, little nips. Shallow cuts still sting. Enough of them still wound. But she scoffs lightly when he talks of his father taking a shot at her and Calden defending her honor. Even Calden admits that his father probably won't. He's not looking at her; he's looking at something else, thinking of someone else, the maybes and what-ifs. She quirks her lips at the he's nosy as hell.

Just charm him. Pretend she hasn't heard he can be a jerk. Avery outright laughs at Calden's advice. "Oh, darling," she murmurs, leaning over, folding forward and touching his face. "Would you think I'd do anything else?" She kisses his cheek. "I would never think of treating him disrespectfully due to hearsay. Or intruding upon a family argument. Though it may please you to know that if he were to 'take a shot' at me, he would not be the first. I can handle myself."

Calden White

Calden's eyes come to Avery, then. There's no green in firelight, and so there's no green in his eyes either. There's still a furrow in his forehead, though. She leans into him, and his arm comes easily, naturally around her waist, around her back. He leans into her, too: leans into that touch, that kiss, like it comforts him.

Still. When she draws back, that frown.

"I know you can handle yourself," he says quietly. "The truth is part of me is more worried that you'll hurt him. Not that I expect you to throw a seventy-five-year-old man across the room," a faint huff, "but -- I don't doubt that if you wanted to, if he really got out of line, you could cut him down to size with a handful of words.

"And maybe he needs just that. But I'd still rather it didn't come from you the very first time you meet him. So if he decides to be an ass, I'd rather draw his fire and keep the peace in the larger sense."

Avery Chase

Avery gives a soft shake of her head. "No, Calden," she murmurs. "I think you misunderstood me. I would never treat him with disrespect at our first meeting, whatever he said to me. Or argue with him in your place. When I said I could handle myself, I only meant that he can do very little damage to my mood with his words, and no damage at all to my honor."

Her hand on his face turns, the backs of her fingers resting on his cheek. "Whatever else, he is your father, and he is not my kin. It is neither my duty nor my right to put him in his place, and he has no power to put me in mine, whatever he says. You mustn't worry about me."

She smiles.

Calden White

The frown eases, then. Calden returns that smile; turns his head to kiss the backs of her fingers.

"I did misunderstand," he says quietly, "and I think I owe you an apology for thinking you more petty than you are. Not that I thought you were petty, but ... well; you understand what I'm trying to say, I think.

"Thank you," he adds. "I'll feel a lot better if and when the two of you meet."

Avery Chase

She laughs softly at his apology. At times, they can both be so polite, so careful with their etiquette. She's amused by it, and by him. She nods when he says she understands him, and kisses him softly but lingeringly, tasting the saltiness of the meat and cheese on his tongue for a brief moment before she draws back. Her eyes sparkle. Even in the firelight, which has no silver, no blue, they gleam with an inner light granted to her by the sky and the moon, as though she carries daylight and starlight both with her, even in the dark.

He thanks her, and she shakes her head. No need, her lips say, though little sound carries through it. She kisses him again, and again, going nowhere in particular. Until he folds his arm a little tighter behind her lower back, until he moves her onto his lap with a whispered utterance of encouragement, Here or the like. Her kisses grow more heated, and his hands slide up under the hem of her robe; she groans quietly when he squeezes her ass in his palms.

Avery draws back from his mouth and watches him as she reaches down between them, wrapping her hand around him. She watches his eyes as they flicker and dance and furrow and close with each stroke, her other hand braced on the wall beside his head. She goes achingly, torturously slow at first. Her cadence matches his breathing soon, quickening, til his mouth reaches for hers, loose and unfocused but wanting, wanting. Calden rolls her onto her back with a soft groan, rolls atop her, pawing at the tie of her robe til it opens to either side of her, baring her. He takes her breast in his mouth, as much of her as he can, suckling and licking hungrily, eagerly. His cock slides against her inner thigh with steady, mindless flexes of his hips; the sensation makes her shiver.

Her nipple is wet and the air in the room cools it when Calden drags his mouth to her other breast, moaning around her where she fills his mouth. Avery squirms, her hands on his back, keeping him near. He works his way down. She tips her head back the first time he licks her, heavy and wet and ravenous, pressing his tongue to her clit until she starts gasping, letting out whimpering moans and rubbing herself thoughtlessly on his tongue. He makes her come like that, panting on the floor, a throw pillow grabbed and put under her hips halfway through, his hands on her thighs, his tongue fluttering at her until she makes a noise that is very, very nearly a squeak, a stifled shriek as she bites her knuckle and grabs his hair and bucks against his mouth over, and over, and over

until she can't anymore. Until she lowers back down, her back losing its arch, settling back down. He kisses his way back up her torso, soft and soothing, muttering something about her tits, god, those tits. When his cock brushes against her, liquid electricity ripples through Avery's body from that point of contact. She moans, arching again, rubbing softly against him though it tortures her to do so. He nips at her lip, her earlobe, whispers with a heated playfulness in her ear:

may I come in you? may I come in that sweet pussy, Ms. Chase?

and the words alone make her clench against him, groaning aloud, loud as she ever has in his home, panting. She's unable to say a goddamn word; she starts whimpering as she slides herself against him, over and over, animalistically eager.

All the same, he's careful when he enters her. He watches her as he fits himself into her, though every scrap of his control is being eroded by that sweet, long clench of her body as he lets himself sink into her. He doesn't want to be reckless or careless with her. He wants to show her it can be like this. They can still play. They can tease. Even if it drives him out of her mind and even if she is rather out of control herself at the moment.

She doesn't expect to come again. She does, so hot on the heels of her first orgasm that it makes her grab at his back, clutching at his skin with her nails, drowning a moan in his mouth when he kisses her. He's coming pantingly, raggedly with her in seconds after that, grabbing uselessly at the floor, held in her legs, losing himself in her, being found there moments later, still intact. Avery is shuddering, sweat shining on her skin, her cheeks pink from remaining arousal.

Later, they manage to slip that robe off her shoulders. Later, they kiss and touch each other like animals grooming one another, touching for the sole sake of touch. He eases the orange silk to the ground and leaves it in a puddle there as the fire burns itself out, lifting her up onto his body to carry her to his bathroom. They wash lazily, in the end, without much care for thoroughness, and by the time they return to his room the fire is out and the open windows have let in a great deal of cool night air. It feels perfect. This time they get under the covers. She snuggles to his side -- yes, snuggles, no sense in hiding behind some other word for it -- and smiles in the dark, laying herself out as she did earlier, her arm over his chest, her head on his shoulder, her leg over his leg.